Ziarah

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BIRTHDAY LAGI!

Friday, January 30, 2009

Salam'Alayykk!!

Alhamdulillah, hari ni sorang lagi sahabat irshadians, FATIN FARHANA BINTI NORDIN dah jadi lebih tua!!! older means, wiser la ek! :D
may Allah bless u!
be a better muslimah towards da future kayh!
n igt, setahun usia menginjak, setahun kita mendekati mati.
moga panjang umo!!

n ur cake, SEDAAPP. ahaha. :D a friend from SMKDHAS tanya, "hampa kat sini, kalau birthday sapa2, mmg semua org sambut ka?" "yup." :)

tcer suh masuk debate. n we were like "WHHHAATT??" XMO LAHH..
"arahan tcer lela okkk"
thanks tcer, for the "good" news. huhu.

got new classmates!! n DIYANA salah sorannnggg... an old frieennnddd.. suke suke. :D
but Bila x dtg ari ni...lain je rasa. baru sehari. camne la ek, another 2 years.
huhuhu. Billaaa.. :D

class was really mcm tongkang pecah. commotions here n there. sini sembang sana gelak. huhu.

mse usrah plak, still ramai bersembang. talked to Ustazah Alawiyah bout our plan next friday. Dpt green light! yeay yeay yeay!!
n utarakan pasal BADAR irshad.. ktorang nk hidupkan kmbali BADAR skool nih. so, ustazah mintak ktorang panggey lagi f4 yg berminat.. (; usahakan. sekola ni sumer under student. cikgu sekadar penasihat. o.O
tp blaja memimpin kannn. :)

ape plan 4 next friday?? ade laaaahh. :D

b4 balik, sembang2 ngan Syafa. (kwn2 baru - Aufa, Syafa, Wafa. haha. 3Fas)

ha, Quote of the day,
tcer jamie: have u done ur journal writing on Gaza? Syaza? U? Done?
syaza: yup..
tcer jamie: syaza always know. cuz syaza rhymes with Gaza.

"-_-
ahaha. :D

k. wassalam.

BADAR

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Salam'alayk!
Hari ni ana kmbali blur seperti biasa. segala yang diajar ana kurang paham.
nak terang kat orang pon ana xreti. ahah.

so; ok. highlight!
Wafa mentioned our school's BADAR.

ada tu memang ada, BUT,
apa yg BADAR da pnah buat erk?

*bunyi cengkerik*
er.. usrah tetiap minggu?
*bunyi angin*
er.. wadaie?
*bunyi cengkerik lagi dan lagi*

xbanyak. SERIOUSLY! Sekola agama, but x aktif. agak mengecewakan; no, REALLY FRUSTRATING.

since wafa mentioned it, ayoohh!! kembalikan semangat islam dalm diri irshadianz!!
ayuuuhh!!!~~
semangat! semangat!!

dgn segala yg dah berlaku skang nih.....
bak kata amal,
irshad semakin goyah, tunggu masa je nk runtuh.
u will need a very high commitment nk biar irshad bertahan.

so, haiya binaa!!
ISLAM ITU AD-DIN!!
ehem, DO IT NOW!!
er.
cukup kuatkah ana?

*cengkerik smbong melodi*

tanggungjawab yang sangat berat; tp harus disegerakan~

teringat zaman2 ukht amirah, ukht atikah.. ukht solehah.
generasi solehah je sumer... panggil Ukht lagi. skang ni, panggey akak pon da trasa tua. haish..
sayangnye, drang dah f5 mse ktorang f1.
:((

Gigit jari.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Salam..
er.
ape pnah korang rse berslah?
ape pnah korang rse bsalah killer sampai terketar2?
ape pnah korang rse bsalah walopon korg x wat pe?
ape pnah korang rse bsalah?

soklan bodoh, kan?

ignore.

ari ni, ada another 4 budak baru in my class :)) wafa from islah, aina from pmtg tok jaya, laki 2 org tu x igt la plak nama. xdgr pon nme drang ape. but both from pmtg pasir. last week, faiz from smap labu entered our class.

jumaat ni, my friends from smkdhas plak nk masuk irshad. tu baru dari 1 sekola, let alone another ntah brapa schools kat penang..

oh well! new friends! :))

alhamdulillah, hari ni, sumer subjek cam senang je blaja! snang je paham! alhamdulillah alhamdullillah!! kalo x blurr je spanjang hari. da lah ari ni subjek2 cam chem, bioL, +m3, phyz, n such! gile punye otak kalo x ready. huhuhu.
but i found those subjects FUN! for the time being. cuz b4 this i found them very VERY confusing, now i said FUN. ntah ape words la plak nnt.

ish. the kebersalahan dalam diri really gets me. i couldnt write longer.

oh, n since my bro tgh boikot blogspot cuz it's under Google, i reckon i shall trace him; insyaAllah. tuka blog laaaaagi~

Chinese New Year!!

Monday, January 26, 2009

comey je budak ni! photo courtesy: flickr.com


Salam'alayk!
Haa..
it's Chinese New Year, n CUTIII!!
hahah.:D

ok, nk dedicate sikit to all my chinese friends, teachers, neighbours.. n sape2 yg ad keturunan cina, walopon not 100%..

Teacher Tan n family!
Teacher Ng n family!
Teacher Quek n family!

Mrs Tan n family (neighbour)
Chin Wai Seng n family! (Neighbour, one of my lil'est bro's best friends)
my chinese neighbour mase kat bukit mulia (yg ni x igt langsung nama.. sori2. :D)

Ho Lee Xia n family(old fren of mine)
Lim Swee Jin n family (x sure, but i remember her face!)

Puteri Nur Asyiqin n family!
Lina Yusrina n family! haha.
Ain Bahirah n family! (korang ade kan darah2 cina. kan?) haha. kalo silap, btau. lol.

Lina's family. Courtesy; korang nye friendster la.

so, since xramai dak cina kat my school, xde yg 100% pon ekceli. sumer keturunan2 je.. SMKA al-Irshad cuti 4 hari je; 2 hari to be exact!
sampai esok je cuti. waaaaa
huhuhu..

ape2hal, korang makan limau bebanyak, igt kat org yg kebuluran weyh! :D

tu je.

i dont like firecrackers, but oh well, :D

just received this:
takziah to my cuzzin Wani n family, her newly wed Paksu's (she calls him Pak Cik) wife passed away... Tumour dlm perut kot. Takziah~.. baru je 3 bulan dr kenduri ari tu.. takziah takziah~ Al Fatihah.

~ya Allah. Bantulah saudara2ku di Palestin. Pasakkan iman dan aqidah kami ya Allah~

pengumuman.

Salam..
barang siapa yang menjumpai spek hitam putihku.
sila pulangkan.
tempat disyaki terjatuh : blakang almari telekung kat surau.
ahahaha.

sekian.
kasihani diriku. akaka. :D

~ya Allah. Bantulah saudara2ku di Palestin. Pasakkan iman dan aqidah kami ya Allah~

----edited 29/01/09---
berjaya dijumpai. THANKS A LOT HAFIIII!!! ANA UHIBBUKI FILLAHHHH

Thank You.

Salam..
just took some time buat collage ni...


Quotes;
"ape2hal, we're always here, always together" - Aliaa
"4 4eva!" - Hafi
"kami p mana pon mesti 4 orang; paling kurang kalau bukan 4-4, at least 2 org" - Nabilah
"PT RANGERSSS.. HAHA" - Syaza

4-4 orang outsiders, bukan hostellites.
2 orang umah Ali, 2 org umah Osman.
2 orang aktif sukan, 2 orang x. hahah.
2 org tinggi dlm 160+cm, 2 orang rendah by 3-5cm je ha! hahaha.
2 org pakai spek, 2 org PERNAH pakai spek.
4-4 orang satu kelas; cikgu2 pon prasan.. "o, kamu rasuah apa ni.." *my school jenis campak2 je, xde streaming..so, we're grateful dpt sekelas lagi!
4-4 orang from 4IS kena tolak gi 4IR.
4-4 orang pernah menangis skali. haha.
2 orang boleh keluar selalu, 2 orang agak strict bab2 outings.
4-4 org say no to love b4 marriage! haha. :D
2 tinggal buku bawah meja, 2 bawak balik beg besar2
4-4 org can do arts!
2 cepat nangis, 2 sll tahan!
2 from KL, 2 penangites!
2 ske warna biru n gelap2, 2 ske warna pink, purple yg cerah2 la!

byk lah.. :'))
walopon

3 kurus 1 gemok hahaha; eden la yg gomuk tu. ahah.
2 KRS, 1 Pandu, 1 Bomba
3 jam biru, 1 jam hitam

xsangke kan.
All this while, I thought I was alone.
Even though it had only been not more than 2 years,the bond was real tight.
I know things will change sooner or later.
just the matter of time.
albeit i hate changes to occur, i have to accept it.

all the memories created will never fade, insyaAllah.
i know u girls read my blog.
so, just wanted to tell my beloved PT Rangers, thanks 4 da memories,
mcm naik roller coaster je ngan korng.
kadang2 kita kat atas
kadang2 kita kat bawah.

ana x ske sgt rapat ngan org, cuz i know we'll split someday.
tp ngan korang, it's another different story, i hope so..
at least kalo something happens, i'll remember u guys as the colours to my world, the laughters to my mourns..

ape mrapu nih?
huhuhu.

tiada ungkapan perpisahan dalam persahabatan
walau maut menjadi noktahnya;
kerana seseorang itu terlalu istimewa
dalam doa sahabatnya biarpun tanpa bayangnya.

i know i always hate moving..

~ya Allah. Bantulah saudara2ku di Palestin. Pasakkan iman dan aqidah kami ya Allah~

Dilemma.

Ish.
nk citer xnak.
xyah la.
ahahahha.

ngarut je.

hint: dilemma yg BOTH me n cuzzin wani sdg adapi. haha.

~ya Allah. Bantulah saudara2ku di Palestin. Pasakkan iman dan aqidah kami ya Allah~

pictures.

Sunday, January 25, 2009


Salam'alayk..
haha. teringat lak zaman edit2 muka org nih..
n edit gambar2, amnya..


tp skang da tableh da nk edit slalu.
ade je homework nk kne wat.
haiish.

oh, n model gambo tuh Fatin Farhana Nordin. haha. :D
Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde tu; tau la kan. huhu.

so ok. kali ni x byk nk membebel, nk review balik gamba2 lama..
:D

nama beliau ialah Anis 'Izzati. Mse ni hari Jumaat; waktu balik... tp sayang owh, skang xbyk pokok da!!
kalau la ktorang leh wat demo, mmg nk protes la tebang2 pokok kat skola! da makin panas da skul terchenta nih... tapi kan... kalo x tebang.. kesian kat penebang pokok tu.. dia nk carik makan gak kan.. nk carik duit.. tapi..tsk.tsk.. rindu pokok2 tmpt ktorang berteduh pepetang! sembang2! gelak2! study! share gossips! lol.
beruntung korang pokok2 yg len msih dpt berdiri teguh. espeseli yg that spooky one, yg dkt ngan kantin tu.. yg besar tuuu.. huhuhu.
hari yang sama. kalo korang tgk.. lebih kurang mcm ni la ratio dak laki n pompuan kat skola ana. tu lah, dlu mse gamba2 ana kat mespes x private, org igt all-girls skool sbb asek penuh ngan gambo pompuan je. so, u know now. we're in a co-ed school. :)

ni pulak mase ktorang form 2.. amik gamba kat tangga block f2 la.. nk review pe la ek. gamba bawah ni pon gamba ari yg sama, tempat yg berlainan beberapa langkah.
lagu ni ktorng edit from Dafi's Bila Terasa Rindu. so, this is our version lah. main2 je. x wat album pon, jgn la producer2 Dafi risau erk.. :)) kami budak sekola. ad tertinggal part sesaat seperti setahun lamanya tu...

gamba ni..ana buat khas, dedicated to a friend yg tgh sedih... kata2 hikmah tu ana hafal from somewhere else. yg paling penting, innallah ma'ana. :) oh, n tu artificial rain, btw. :D

gamba last nk review kali ni. nk kene gi sidai kain. hm. ni gamba mase open house umah thirah kot?? yg baju hijau tu.. tu terjemahan surah az-Zukhruf ayat 67. korang boleh la click utk tgk larger version. :))

taaaa

~ya Allah. Bantulah saudara2ku di Palestin. Pasakkan iman dan aqidah kami ya Allah~

Saturday, January 24, 2009


~ya Allah. Bantulah saudara2ku di Palestin. Pasakkan iman dan aqidah kami ya Allah~

kesian kesian.

Salam'alayk..
alhamdulillah ana x tergolong di antara mereka2 yg dalam dilema..

"stay irshad?"
"terima sbp??"

ahahah. kujam kujam.

so, disebabkan plbagai jenis citer yg menyeram menyejukkan pasal Kisas tersebar sejak dari dulu lagi.. (ana pon tatau sgt pasal KISAS ni sampai la abg second ana seniri dapat..)
make berlegar2lah
"nak pegi xnak?"
dalm pikiran2 9 org kawan2 buat mase ni yg dpt kisas.

mse tutup semakan tu, drang da pasrah. ntah2 kne rombak lain, xdpt..
sengal je.
xkankot.

so ktorang ni jenis x apal jadual.
cikgu masuk, blaja.
cg x masuk, sembang. tp pagi tu lain sket, LUPA OMWEK CG ZAITON. hahaha. karangan novel 2 muka berjaya disiapkan dalam hanya 5-10 minit.
tu org ckp, bila kita takut, mmg laju je. ahaa.. mcm lari la. kalo korang suh ana lari, xde maknenye. tp kalo korang lepaskan 300 ekor anjing liar kejar ana, mmg ana lari la. kot. ahah. mlalut mlalut..

so, Bila serba salah.
"nk kuar masa bla?"
"nk bg alasan pe??"
ana ckp la, kuar la b4 BM.. blah le. ngeh3.
then tgk2 tce Syud masuk lambat, sampai da lebih masa Cg Zaiton. make, xde jalan utk Bila kuar.. ahaha.

20 minit berlalu lps waktu yg dijanjikan utk akhi buat briefing sal kisas.
Bila nmpk gle tgh serba salah + kesian bg org tunggu. haahah.

then, nmpk Tim kat luar, btau die suh tgk kat surau. die segan. xjadi. haiyakk.

Bila xrehat; g tgk kat teratak ilmuwan islam whether akhi n kawan die da balik blom.
agagga..

time tu da kol 10 lebeyh da. ahaks.
ana smbang jap ngan akhi. tanye2 nk suh drang tunggu kat ne bla bla..

pastuh g kantin jap carik muke2 perot tong yg sntiasa makan je keje.
btau drang pasal g teratak tu.

then mse nk pgi tu, ttibe terserempak ustaz azli; yg tgh marah org yg x masuk lagi dgr ceramah palestin. ustaz tanye nk g ane..
smua terdiam. akakaka.
ana terpaksa la jawab,
"em. drang nk g dengar pasal kisas..."
ustaz pon buat muke kesian..
"irshad pon ok. kisas, sy knl pengetua dia.. ustaz Lah. cengih. besaq." hahaha.
Bila pon, "ALAH USTAAAZZZ..." ketakutan. lol.

then g ar carik yg len .. adeh. irshad sikit je org, tp nk carik punye susah. macm mne la kalo skola yg sampai beribu2 studs. haha.

then da jmpe, mintak diri dlu..
ckp kat drang,
"g la dgr. tanya2 ap yg patot. kte naik surau dlu la ek.."
tpi Bila x bagi!
"alah.. kalau ad apa2 kang at least tu abang awk. selamat sket. leh bg alasan kumpul2 tuh." .. kujam kujam.
so temankan la drang g dongau. oh. xlayak diriku inih. ahaha.

pastu akhi, yan tanya
"laki mne?" ahaha. nta . mane drang. td baru abes makan. sambil2 belk majalah skola drang, tim nmpk pjan razak.
suh btau.. pastuh g kat pjan, ckp .. panggey la kawan lagi. xkan die sorang ann.. sure segan. die ckp nk carik sape? aiman da masuk dlm..
pastuh ana ckp, sape2 je, xkisah.. xdpt kisas pon xpe, ajak suh teman je.
so die bawak nazmi yg dpt sms seremban teman..

drang salam2; boys only erk...
my bro bukak majlis... citer2..
then selang2 ngan kawan die sorang gi. name pe nta; xtanye lak.
drg mintak maap x de akhowat nk stori life as female kisasians... huah3.

pastu aiyshah yg segan tanya, suh ana pas2 soklan. aiseh. posmen la plak kan.

drang bersoal jawab ape sume tu.. Bila mmg byk tanya, Tim pon, pasal sukan n makanan. hahaha. Pjan yg mule2 senyam membisu mcm tertarik bila tanya sal sports. haha. drang takut streaming whatsoever.

then amal n art datang... drang ckp
"x phm pon kat ceramah dlm tu.."
aiyaak! suke suki je korang kuar. hahah.
tp tu la, ceramah tu, kalo nk paham, hayati; mmg kne ad basic pasal konflik israel-palestin sume ni.

we left amal, art, pjan n nami with the x-kisasians.
Bila ckp TQ n sori sbb lambat. hahaha.

igt kot kejap je, dlm 10 minit je. skali byk cakap la plak. wakakaka. :D jk3... tp at least berguna la as panduan 4 those bakal kisasians. =) buat la pilihan korang sebaik mungkin.

masuk surau, dgr the rest of the ceramah...
ekceli xmo tgk. tkt nnt nangis dpn org.. mahal nih. huhuhu. :D
lagu last, damai yang hilang...
lagu nyanyi nasyid mse jah 4...yg pakai kain batik tu.
xbleh lupe. jahat korang. ahaha.

ghupenye art n amal tanye sal abg adilla. kalo x silap, dlu la, dlu, adilla ckp die last jmpe abg die mse umo 4 thn. no comment. tatau citer lanjut. nk tau, tanya die sniri.
amal tanye, asal org len x dtg citer skali sal skola drang?

artika kebuntuan. smap labu or irshad?? adilla mcm nk pgi smap kajang. spe lagi, ramai jugakla dpt.. khaliz mcm pgi je alam shah... syahir zul xmo g iKuPs, syahid pgi kot.. pjan razeif tatau la nk g ke x saina....ana pon tatau la nk encourage ke idak drang pegi. irshad NEEDS these kind of people.. but they have their own dream. korang think cook cook erk. haaha. sengal.

ha!
tadii..
along suh panggey mak...die nk call thru YM.
nmpk sgt xde kedit. ahhaha. jk4. tp nta nape, prob ape nta. lambat sgt; mak call along.
sembang2 yadda yadda bla bla...
mls nk dgr, TATAPIII ayat ni yg mnarik perhatiankuwh

mak ckp,
"ade makwe x??"
ahahahhahahahahaha........................

lolz. pastuh sje usik along lagi..
this is what i respect
"pergh. xde arr... xmen aaa makwe2.. nanti along dah konfem, angkat bertunang terus arrr" lebih kurang camtu la.
wow. bile nk de kak ipar nih. lambat gi nih; he's 19.. hahaha. dah2. melalut.

oh, n agak x leh blah.. adik ana masuk paper .. poyo je. along masuk dlu sbb spm. die sbb derma palestine. yg lagi xleh blah, erk. hm. tgk je la gambo ni
curik from my second bro's blog.. nnt link.

k. tu je la highlights. :)
panjang? blog ana, skati la.

~ya Allah. Bantulah saudara2ku di Palestin. Pasakkan iman dan aqidah kami ya Allah~

another heart tearing splitting... :'(

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Salam..
i checked the sbp offers... only 32 students from my batch got sbp.. most of them got science n intergrated school....9 got KISAS; including BILA!!

i was so flabbergasted, n happy that at least one of us got to go somewhere..
since i slept at 8 and woke up at 1 am.. i couldnt sleep thinking of how to tell her!
i sent her a text message "salam, bila!! congratz! tau x dpt masuk mane????"
at 2 am!! :D

but no, she didnt reply..
ye ar. da tido da kawan tu.haha

since x boleh tido, trus g skool this morning.. excited to c her facial xpression!!
but at the same time, i thought of what it's gonna b like, without her.......
she was like; the first girl to actually made me cried in front of a person. before this, i cried with my pillows....blanket... phone..... lalalal. next2..

so ok. sampai skola. everi one's talking bout the offers...

sampai la bila naik klas..
"BILA!!!! KISASSS!!"
n she was like, "eleh. sje nk uji"..
"WEY! btol la!! awk dpt kisas!!!"

she was taken aback.

and tears rolled down aliaa's cheeks...
"weyyy.. kalo hang tak dakkk..........tsk tsk.."

mse kat chemistry.. she was thinking real deep...x concentrate pe cg ajar.. i was about to
cry but tahan dlu tahan dlu..
told her to think of this offer thoroughly. like, KISAS tu! bak kata hafi, irresistable offer!
but she was like, "aku x mintak pon nk dapatttt... aku xmo pikiaqqq.....bkn aku yg nak kisass...... hafi yg nk kisas....awat aku plak yg dapatttt????"
"setiap bnde ad hikmah dia bila..."
"abes tu... problems???"
"awk take this either as a way to run from ur problems, or as a way to make u the saviour.. pk abes2 owh.. peluang ni x dpt byk kali..." mse ckp tu mcm nk nangis da. tatau nape.
i want her to go, this is something really great for her; but i was afraid to hear "i accept"...
mse balik from chemist, ktorang jln lambat2..
aliaa was crying again n again..

"what if bila accept??"
"xpe la. kebaikan dia kan.. cita2 dia... kita as friends kne sokong.."
"im gonna miss her..real much"......
tahan lgi nangis tahan lagi...

sembang jap ngan pjan razeif... die dpt SAINA kot... but mcm xpgi. nta la.

then mase sub2 lain pon ktorang cam mmg xleh gile nk concentrate..
she was in a dilemma..
kalo org lain dapat, rse da pack siap da barang. hak3.

i kept telling her.. "tanya ur mom.. pk masak2... xpe. but kalo kte, kte sarankan awk pegi.."
aliaa pon.. "all i can say, if u wanna go, then go! ape2hal, we're always here, always together"
bila plak.. "ooo.. halau aku..."
adoi.. bkn laaa. then aliaa nangis nangis lagi...
she pointed at me..
"WHY ARENT U CRYINGGG?????"
hak3. akhirnya bercucuran jugak air mata kuwh. aduh. mahal nih. bkn snng org nk tgk. even my family xpnah tgk... korang kate kte xde perasaan la sangat kan.
tp xde yg lain prasan pon. hahaha. slamat lagi. LOL.

bila ckp..
"weyy.. aku x putuskan lagi hampa da nk nangis2.. aku x decide lagi aku nk p ka dak.."

nta knapa. even u havent decide it yet, da trasa kehilangan tu..

ape2hal. i am prepared for any splitting. setiap pertemuan diselangi perpisahan...
i have to accept it. kalo da rezeki bila kat sane, then, she must go for it!

ana tulis kat satu kertas, bg bila baca... chorus part lgu devotees .. sahabat...

Duhai sahabat dengarkanlah
Bicara hatiku ini
Meskipun jarak memisahkan
Namun tiada noktah kasih
Biarlah waktu menentukan
Nilai ukhwah yang terjalin
Teruskanlah perjuangan
Hingga ke titisan darah terakhir

Dan aku masih di sini
Terus mendaki puncak tertinggi hidupku
Dan aku
Terus menanti saat yang manis
Akan berulang kembali
Sahabat

....
ape2hal bila, UKHWAH TETAP UKHWAH. IRSHADIANS WITHOUT BORDERS..
im so gonna miss u.. n yg len2 lg 31 org yg dapat!! hahak.. focus kat bila je..
:D

btw, ntah knapa..tiba2 semakan tawaran ditutup....bukak balik this 24. hmm.

~ya Allah. Bantulah saudara2ku di Palestin. Pasakkan iman dan aqidah kami ya Allah~

Thank God He let me rise

Monday, January 19, 2009

Salam..
so nk blog ape nih.

besides 9km cross country yg x brape nk memenatkan. ( i walked)
hahah..
finally this year got a company. Aliaa yg all those years she was in front, melecet kaki n couldnt run. but we breeze walked. kind of.
kesian je sume cikgu2 kat checkpoint ckp.. "la...aliaa!! i thought u were in front! apa la..."
"aliaa sakit kakiiiiiii"
"kaki aliaa sakiiitt"
"i hurt my heeeeeeeels"

hak2.
so, OK. BOIKOT UMAH ALI !! osman 210 while they got 211!! cheess. haaha. :D tahniah to umah burn n omar for getting juara bersama for this year's merentas desa, waaaaayyy ahead, 307 mata! huhuhu

mke bakal bermulalahh segala latihan rumah n sebagainya. lenguh kaki pon x ilang lagi nih. but alhamdulillah i managed to arrived slightly earlier. kalo x jadi cm drang2 yg kne lari kat padang baper round nta sbb lambat.. pheww.

so. enough la kan. ari ni dapat cikgu baru for math mod. she's ok, i guess. paham2. :)
cg syuhada. cg harnani 4 add math. n lusa, dapat cikgu baru 4 bio n chem.. lalala.

bak kata cikgu rohana..
"cikgu baru la bes... bersemangat waja.. cepat je masuk class. byk bahan 4 activities"
.. muahaha. :D
n cikgu hidayah dearest,
"cg baru best apa.. hampa boleh get to know sbb xbyk gap.."

btol gak kan.

oh, n lakonan The Necklace ari tuh was ok. tce said it was a very good performance, THANKS TO ALIAA!! with her france accent n such. :D
n tce smpat bagi tugasan -> find pictures or articles and write ur reflection bout what's happening in Gaza.

sje nk share kat sini...
rjin bace lah.



It's new year for Muslims! 1430hijriah. Firecrackers and fireworks for celebrating Islamic new year? That didn't seem quite right. It's a norm for us to welcome new year with prayers; not colorful fireworks and head-banging concerts.

But no, our brothers and sisters 'celebrate' new year loud and clear, bright but dusty, and 'fireworks' of bloody splatters. While they are struggling, dying to live, we even have the guts to celebrate 2009 with concerts when they cried out loud begging "o please don't attack us."

Here, you have the heart to abort your unborn babies or throw the babies like trash when babies there were bombed, and some weren't even born yet. The mothers were hoping to give birth to a child, or even children whom someday we'll call them Mujaheddin or Mujahidat. Where do we stand?

We complain of having to walk a thousand miles to school when their schools were nothing but demolished buildings. We complain of having to bring heavy bags when they stuffed their bags with little pebbles to be thrown in case those big tanks turn around and come back. We hardly wake up with flaming spirits to learn and study while they eagerly wanted to be saviours for their country and religion. Where do we put ourselves?

We find it hard to boycott fancy restaurants which we used to dine-in, snacks we used to favour when they have nothing, nothing to eat; unless if they're lucky enough, a scoop of soup will be appreciative. Again, where are we in the frame?

Stop and stare. You blame Israel for attacking our brothers and sisters since the past six decades yet you laughed at those interested in joining demonstrations or protests against these bastards. Happened to me before. Intended to at least show our disapproval but labeled as overacting by dearest classmates. Go ahead and blame Israel then.

We cried flooding the Nil River after losing a friend out of an emotional fight when they accept the bitter fact that their dearest brothers and man of the family left them after a bloody war. Who are we to be compared to them?

Stop claiming nobody understands you and you crucially need a girlfriend or boyfriend's shoulder to cry on when they don't even have a mother, or a decent doll to hug. You spent money SMS-ing but they pityingly; need money for medicines and food. You spent the late hours talking on the phone, woke up late for Subuh the next day when they woke even before the sun does; thanking God He let them rise once again.

We shed tears for a fine cut and condemned a perfume when profusing blood and tears are their daily scenes and the smell of death is their 'favourite' odour. Happy?

Where oh where is the shining sword once held by Khalid al-Walid leading an army of those prepared and loved to die (syahid), faught against those readily hail the world? Where is the new generation of Salahuddin al-Ayubi ; the warrior from hundred wars, who once brought back the glory of Andalusia? Where is the boiling jihad spirit of Tareq bin Ziad these days? Where are we??

The whole world is insulting the act of the Zionist but they keep polishing their weapons selfishly. O Allah, please help them. If we can't feel what they are feeling right now, at least try to hear them crying for help. It's our duty to study effortly; to toil around the clock and save them once we are able to.

Call us fanatics but just lay one second of thought - you will absolutely do the same thing if it was YOUR kids' school being attacked and bombed.

ignore the grammatical error. tce pon x kisah. it's a journal. santai je, xyah bunga2.
i pasted 10 pictures in between.. dlm buku lah..

sekian. wassalam alayk.

fatigued.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Salam..
ya allah. im so fatigued right now...
new jadual for f4.. plg lame sampai kol 3.30 cam tu la..
then paling awal pon 2.50.. PENAT WOO.

lots of homework to be done. (including the tangguh2 ones)
procrastination is the way of life la sangat. hahaha.

Ya Allah.
my new class punya timetable sgt dahsyatt.. especially today...

from our class which is on the third floor, chemist lab! which is 2 blocks away (our blocks are not the typical dekat2 blocks; jauh owh..)... went up again for sivik, arab tinggi.. then physics lab!! add math!! thank God xkne gi alKhawarizmi lab... then....balik klas lagi...Quran Sunnah.....then.. bio lab! then solat! then canteen/anywhere then surau n dewan for KoKo... hari2 camni kurang nta bape kilo. hahah. LOL.

oh, dpt cg baru 4 +math!! :))

but anyway, starting to like my new class n classmates. ok lah. :)... gpon, xbyk beza pon as Irshadians, mne ad borders.... kadang tu kawan bertahun, xtau pon kawan tu klas mana.. asal jmpe, sembang..asal jmpe, gelak2.

ckp sal gelak!
ABDOMINAL CRAMP owhhh glak byk2 tadi.. aduuh..hilang ilmu. hak3.

Homeworks takat ni yg x siap lagi.. da 2 jam spent, nk rehat jap 3o mins (ye lah tu)

MathMod; exercises, exercises, exercises, notes.
QuranSunnah: Hafal Yaasiin, Hafal Sajadah
SyariahIslamiah: BACA BACA BACA NOTA NOTA NOTA NOTA NOTA
Physics: exercises drang (4Ir) yg ana as x-IS x buat lagi, nota nota nota
ArabTinggi: hafal hafal hafal nota
English: Buat script n act out utk The Necklace
SJ: Pembentangan, baca baca baca nota nota nota nota nota
EST: BACA BACA BACA SCRIBBLES.

adoii.. nmpk cam sikit.
tp masyaAllah...
yg baru siap tadi pon pergghh.. sikit nye banyak... ngantuk je buat.

"there's no such thing as honey moon year" .
ayat pemes sejak first day.. erm, no. bkn first day. dari form 2,3 lagi da dengar..
huhuhu...

n plus, the coming 9km MERENTAS DESA n HARI SUKAN (+ behind the scenes; latihan latihan latihan) ... ooh. skool oh skool. i love u.
skool is tiring. BUT i do love it; the school, not the tiring parts. haha.

so ok la. tu je nk blog. bb! :)

p/s: in case ur wondering. a'a, x bukak mespes n frenste pon. xsmpat.
kalo sempat pon, check je, x approve o reply comment asap...

homework is calling.
tatatatata..
salam alayk.

ya allah selamatkanlah palestin n saudara2 islamku yg len. amiin.

BYE BYE 4IS, HELLO 4IR

Monday, January 12, 2009

So tangguh jap citer sal outing ri tuh.

Today, was my last day kat 4 Ibn Sina. Even though baru seminggu je duk kat that lovely klas, sudeyh owh kne tinggalkan...
sebab...sebab...

SEMUA BUKU DA TULIS 4 IBN SINA oowwhh. ahahaa. :D

so, ok everything started with the draggy assembly... penyampaian hadiah 4 2 studs yg g Korea for science amende la ntah, ucapan2, yadda yadda bla bla pasal sekolah tingkatan (?)... then masuk kelas.

b4 tu, da letak da satu jam biru yg beli kat Sunway arituh kat my class, *ehem* EXclass. huhu.

So, mse tgh buat Chemistry, ad 2 bdk baru masuk. yg boy tu x knal, xsmpt knal pon. yg girl tu, nmenye syafawani... i know ive seen her before... then, "syafa_muslimah kat friendster kan??" wahahahahha. btape terrernye utk meneka org dr profile drang. wakakak.

then tce mastura ckp...
"tce nk seimbangkan klas ... klas 4IR ad dlm 11 org dak laki, klas ni terkonteng-konteng 5 orang ja..."
HOHOHO.
"depa kata depa takut nak masuk sini sebab aliaa ada. xpa la, tce bagi aliaa masuk klas 4IR nak?"

then aliaa dgn niat main2nye..
"ish..xboleh tce.. kalo tce nk angkut sy, tce kne angkut kami 4-4 orang!! xdpt dipisahkan!"
"ok, nnt aliaa, u n kawan2 u masuk 4ir..."

main2 je owwwhhh...
balik2 kelas, tiba2 tce ckp..
"aih, cepat masuk klas sebelah."
n we were like, "ha?????!!"
pastu ummu, thirah n so-and-so ckp drang nk masuk klas 4ir; dgn rela hatinya... tuka.. ktorang xyah tuka kls, bia drang yg g kelas sebelah...

tp tce xmo dgr, tce igt ktorang nk angkut lagi 4 org, jadi 8 org masuk sana... huhuhu..
then nabilah ckp.. "tce da naik muka la... baik p ja..."
so, ktorang pon angkut beg dgn sgala jenis buku yg ada dlm meja berpindah ke kelas sebelah...

4 IBN RUSHD
MY NEWW CLASS.
JADUAL AGAK BERAT.

jadual kat 4is dlu, hari ni ad subjek ni, esok xde.. tp klas baru ni, ari ni ada, esok pon ada.. meaning, xleh skip omwek owww!!!
huuhuhu.
environment agak panas compared to my former place yg tepi tingkap tuh. ahaa.
so, nk xnk, terima hakikat, we are no longer one of the 4IS students. T.T

bye2 4iS. hEllO 4Ir!

klas ni agak laju n ktorang agak terkebelakang..byk homework2 yg nk kne siapkan utk catch up...
not bad. boleh adapt leps ni, insyaAllah.
xdelah sesenyap 4IS.... bak kta org, kelas bisu. wakaka. tp skang xkot, tambah studs from klas lain masuk 4is, lagi bising kot? :D

mse nk balik tu, amik la jam biru tu...sbb kalo tinggal, skang ni berangin..maunye jatuh jam tu..tamatla riwayat.. alamak. korang kate ana sep !! sampainye ati... gpon kan athirah da btau nk volunteer nk bg jam... igt kot korang ta kesah. agak kujam kawan2 kuwh ini.

balik tu, bagi kat aiman jam tu, bg amanat : PETANG PETANG TURUNKAN. JGN BIAR DIA KAT ATAS. da la x stabil paku atas tu.

huhuh
so, esok, the second day kat 4ir.
tsk.tsk.
lol.
:D
terima hakikat. terima hakikat. xde jodoh ngan Auntie Liana!!!! i went to her class n she was transferred to my class!! huhuhu...bye2 auntie!!

HIGHLIGHT

Saturday, January 10, 2009

HIGHLIGHT on what im gonna post lps ni; bout today.

- the PTs go together2 to sunway carnival mall.
- along g rapat umum save Palestine kat stadium melawati
- bila lost her phone
- we ate lots of sugary sweet jelly. haha.
- drinks kat IS BOWL RICE kot.

later. :D

Biol. Bayo.

Friday, January 9, 2009

Salam..

HOH.

mmg penat minggu ni.

n agak boring.

tp baru first week kan.

td ad presentation Bio...

smlm tido awal sket. dkt2 kol 1.

buat Bio kol 12, siap kol 12 lebih. ye ar, 4 slides je. HAFI sampai 11!! bila pon byk!! zati pon!! aliaa 5 je; so 4 slides=the least to bebel. ahahha.

pastuh mse Yasin i was quite sleepy sampaaaaai time english...

but then kne sambung personality boxes dlm grup. n YEAH, ktorang bising owh. lepas 1 box, gelak lps satu box, gelak... love those moments. got to know each other.... the PT RANGERSSS.. aliaa, bila, hafii.. syg korang ar. (pesal tetibe je ni) . ahha.

hmm. im scared that one day all of these cume tinggal kenangan je. u girls r the best, but im afraid to admit. but im ready though. it's just the matter of time.. :(

lalala. gile2. back back...td cite sal bio.. haha.

grup Aiman, Aqmar, Izzudin n Syahir present kat ktorang, ktorang kat derang. pastuh katanya tuka2 tp x pon. xkisah la.

oh, n believe me. THEY ARE THE ONLY BOYS in my class. ahaha.

td mse wat presentation. i dont know what i babled?

pstu nk terang sal bio environment, i was looking at my right. n nmpk bila n syahir. akakka. tetibe je kne jd sample..guilty plak pk balik. i shud ave picked someone else.

gile je. hahaha. sori!

n english.. tce jamie read my journal n she understood my writing??? waaa.. terer r tce. haha. :D

n thanks for ur long, long comment tce! inspirational. oh, n i second u tce, gossip n girls r just clicked together. LOL.

then tman aliaa g beli Quran tafsir kat ustazah. thought of ordering one too. yg kecik n diarylike with colourful tags ... end up late for Syariah. huah2.

0.o.. blog x ikut turutan.. supposedly, Yasin, Syariah, Bi, Bio. :D

xpe la. tu je kot nk citer ri ni! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARTIKA!!

Thursday, January 8, 2009

happy 16th birthday to my dearest Artika, Zawani n Mae!! :)
may Allah bless u, take care especially iman! :)
moga panjang umo.. cuz.. setahun usia kita menginjak, setahun kita mendekati mati.. ngee~..
Salam..

so, ari ni nk cite sket.
td time english.
kne wat that 8 personality boxes, mcm mse f2 dlu.
HUHUHUHUH.

tcer jamie asked for volunteers n nobody raised their hands. hek3.
n tcer was walking around the class til she stopped at me.
nicely, tcer said;
"would u like to share with us?"
heheh. n i was like, "ngee~".. all i could do was grinning, then suddenly
"OK SYAZA! GO FRONT N SHARE WITH US!"
n i was like.. "allahuakbar.. aduuh.." terkejot owh tce ketok meje. ahah.

tcer said, she asked nicely but i didnt want to.. so this what i got lah. haha.

there are a few reasons i dont like to be in front.
- mls nk ckp..
- suara x cukup kuat
- i talk very fast n people dont really understand what i said.
- serkup sll ke belakang. .. aaaaaa...

tp tpkse la erk. but i didnt tell everything bout me lah.
enough for only the 4is studs know some stuffs bout me lah.
tcer said.. "so, the syaza u see here isnt exactly who she really is.. this type of person is normally hard to understand".. ngee~
then aliaa said..
"she's a good listener. she listens to our problems. sometimes i wanna korek2 herself more; to know more bout her.." rse nk zip je mulut dak nih. ahahh. :D

"so syaza, u mean u don't need anyone in your life?"
"not now, tce. not now.."

ngehehe. then it was izzudin's turn.. wooa. Photoshopper also ke??? ad gang. hahaha.

lps da abes present, like, the girls tego bout my scarf! aaarrrhhhh. asal korang x btau awal2?????!!! i mean, i do public speaking (out of terpaksaness) n i learnt some techniques in speaking in public. look at every single one of the creatures in the room. n i did! thank God laki 3 org je. huhuh. arap2 korang xnmpk la erk. hopefully.

so, right after school, i went to find stretchy scarf. but didnt find the one i wanted for so longgg; full spandex anak tudung.. wujud ke? haha.. nape org lain x jadi mcm ni pon? scarf drang stayed still dari pagi sampai petang. huhuh.
cari punya cari x jmpe until i finally resorted at my last option - pe nama tu, yg stretchy half scarf tuh.. hairband? yg nipis n jarang2 tuh.. kakak tu ckp, pakai ni dlu kat dlm, then bru pakai scarf...so that kalo my scarf terkebelakang pon, i'm still saved by the inner scarf.. lalala. xphm? biase la tu. huhu. ok i bought 2.. hitam n putih. sok try. huhuh.

i bought yg mcm ni la. only WITHOUT the huge flower, ofcoz. huhuhu.

arap2 lps ni i will b a lot more careful lah.. b4 this pon, my friends ad tgo.. "charger kalo sembang ngan laki sll turunkan bucu tudung dia, tutup dahi.. hahaha"..

oh, n tadi lps solat zohor..
ktorang nyanyi2 kat artika...
mse tgh pakai kasut kat blah pompuan..

ALLAHH SELAMATKAN KAMUUU
ALLAH SELAMAAATTKAN KAMUUU
ALLAH SELAMAATKAN ARTIKA SHABUDIIINN
ALLAH SELAMATKAN KAMUUUUU..

"happy birthday artika!!"
"smoga panjang umo!!"
"may allah bless u"

n artika ckp.
"insyaAllah bertambah keimanan lps ni. ALL THE BEST SPM 2010!"
sambil salam2 ktorang..
time tu tgh duduk pakai kasut, dia plak tgh diri..
kalo x da peluk2 da .. huhu . =D

hahaha.. SPM. SPM. SPM. .. oh. artika. knapa harus diingatkan? haah. just kidding. bagos nih ingt awal2. LoL.
ngee~..
 

tu je la ek. tataaa.

p/s:...serkup?scarf?anak tudung? lain ke??

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Salam..

Just nk ckp..

hari ni sgt penat.

byk omwek.

sekian. :D

oh, btw!

the principal is giving us chances to join any classes this week. meaning, u r allowed to go in n out of the class anytime u want, but if u leave this class, make sure ur in another class, not loitering around.. the cikgus with fewer studs joining them were unhappy n the cikgus with more studs trying out for their classes were flattered, of coz. ngee~

we can either enter other class which is learning account/est/what ever subjects we would like to experience at that time or we can try sitting in the other offered classes for one whole day. the next day, ur free to choose another classes/subs to give em a try. nge~~... 

agak hectic at first, but we managed to cool down.. huuhu..

but this only lasts for this week. lps ni, MAKE UP UR MIND!!!

T.T

ustaz zakariya sarankan ALL OF US to solat istikharah. mohon x salah buat pilihan. :))

school ! school ! school !

Monday, January 5, 2009

oh. did i type it wrong?
was i eager to go to school today???

Salamuallahhi 'alaykumm..
pe kaba korang? sihat? huhu..it's a courtesy to at least ask how people are doing right?
huhuh.

so ok. what did i do at school today???
the first day being a fourth former...

woke up at 5.30 ..went to school, a bit late, 6.45 am.. dark? yeah. very dark, coal coloured! ok, not that dark. but dark... ah. ngarut ngarut.

arrived at school after sending my eager-bcuz-today-im-a-prefect-and-im-in-stand3-student lil'est bro... kept teasing him "cheeeeyyy... pengawasss..".. kembang semangkok.

i looked nothing like a 4th year student in the school this mornin! ok, except for that i already have my lencana n nametag sewed.
i was looking around, trying to find where on earth my friends were at that time and all i could ever see were the first formers, malu2 tercegat depan kelas with their apak standing right beside them.. and the happy looking faces of second former with "wow we're abangs n kakaks now!" stamped on their forehead.. and the soon to be nervous PMR candidates . notice i typed soon to be. they didnt seem nervous at all. oh well, no worries. i was like that to0 until it was down to another 7 days to PMR. muahaha.

the form 4 classes were dark, n spooky.. no one was there, of coz. we didnt even know which class we are in; this year. walked to the F3 block n saw no one but a bunch of happy kids .. no fourth former?! weyy. mne korang???
walked again as if i was lost in a jungle.. oh, n the grass was thick, i even felt like falling walking thru the unbelievably thick grass.. ok, not that thick; but it was thick!! ahhah. walked without knowing where to go and i saw this white figure. teng teng teeenngg...
it was white from above, but not until the ground... since it was darker than ever, and i was standing below a biigg spooky treee (really good if ur planning to do jungle-like background scene for dramas. hahaha), i couldnt see the face. but i noticed, the figure was wearing a blue kain skola, oh Iman! "hi iman! where shud we go now?"... kakkaka. u didnt find that funny huh? huhuhu..

So she said F4 were ought to be in the surau.. went there... waited until 7.30 am n we were called to gather inside the surau.. we never have the tradition "oh, kelas ni kat sini.. kelas ni bratur seblah ni..n kelas ni seblah ni plak..cepat2..luruskan barisan".. never! duk je la mne korang nk dok.

so cg shakir bagi taklimat bout form 4... then we were grouped into offered classes, which of coz, boleh tuka leps ni. there are pure science with est, pure science with out est, pure science dropped bio with account, and account class.
i was placed in the pure science with est class. sounds fun.
but no, every one was like.. "Weeeyy.. est susaaahh.. better amik account. byk advantage dgn sijil2 die.. bla bla yadda yaadda" ... oh, n the PT RANGERS are once again in the same class! =] ..
more n more talkings sampai kakiku suda kebas.
then bole balik kelas. my new class. 4 Ibn Sina..
sat at the back. n aliaa reluctantly sat next to me. she picked the front row n i was like "ha??? depan nye..bia laki la.." .. hahaha. sori aliaa.

so we started with BM... cg fadzilah. already got our first assignment, folio n scrap book. "-_-... pastu rehat. tunggu kat klas ngan Aisyah n Wani Baim. did our own work..

then Fizik, tce Ayu x abes pantang lagi, Sir Rosli masuk ganti.. but he introduced to us how interesting EST would b...

lalala.. sambung nnt. till then, bb!
salam! :)

---part2----
"i dont like the word 'difficult'. i think the more suitable word for EST is 'challenging' .. "

he told us how the class will be... how it will b hard on us at the first time but he really caught my interest in EST. both sir rosli and sir hamdan said EST is a very interesting subject. but then, BOTH OF THEM ARE TEACHERS WHO TEACH ENGLISH. huhuhu..

then it was tcer jamie's class for english. we were given a task to write a journal.. "-_-.. 5 positive values n 5 negative ones. ni yg x ske riak2 ni nk tulis positive values of myself. hahahaha.
she gave us some briefing of what upper form english lesson will b.

"i dont wanna see anymore incorrect usage of is are was were scattered all the way down ur essays... u deserved not more than a C(60%-69%) for that.."..

waa.. n i often do that careless thing. IS ARE WAS WERE..

"in lower form of course, u were given lots of grammar exercises to brush up ur grammar. but not this time. this time, yes we'll do some grammar but i will focus more on ur writings."

n she also said bout science n account classes. she said both have their pros n cons. u just hafta deal with it ur way.

after english... it was sejarah! 0.o.. sejarah? i love sejarah. i love sejarah. i love sejarah. (in attempt to cultivate interest in learning sejarah)...tp cegu x masuk. so the boys were out n about. nta mane pgi. kosong je tiap kali tuka klas. aiyakk.
then da masuk waktu, they went for solat at the surau. we waited for sir asyraf to enter our class n teach us add math.. but no, he didnt come so off we go to the surau also. the PTs n the first formers.. puas aliaa suruh drang penuhkan saf depan. then when it came to salam2 after the prayer, the kissed our hands! n we were like "eh..xpe2.." oh. trasa sunggo tua diri ni. haha. but xpe lah.. insyaAllah u guys will do great being an irshadian.

balik.. lalu kantin. wow! a new look for our canteen! that's nice i reckon. new contract, i suppose?

then balik umah. penat killer. it was stupefRying HOT! syahid jugak atas katil .. n bangun.. solat asar.

asked my first bro was EST easy? n i was hoping for a positive response.
he was eating at that time.
"susah"..
n i was like.. "whhhat??? n how did u get A1 for that??????" but that didnt come out. i was stumbled upon that beautiful word pronounced as "susah"..
off he go bringing the plate n continued..

"buat karangan nnt kne gune byk technical words..."

oh, n nabilah said THEY said, karangan EST sampai 4-5 muka surat. oh, im great in writing longgggggggg post, xkan 4-5 muka xleh buat. BUT IN LATIN+TECHNICAL WORDS? hohohoho.....kuhanya mampu tersenyum tawar.

my second bro didnt take EST for SPM this year.
my mom pon ckp, nak amik amik la kalo rase boleh buat...

then blogging. then maghrib. then blogging part 2. oh n along is going back to college at 9 pm tonight. tata titi tutu. haha. :D

ergghh. n im still confused what shud i take? shud i stay in this pure science with est class??? or shud i change?
will est b great for me? or shud i just do spm without est like my bro Yan?
shud i reconsider taking account class???

i mean, instead of having to write, read n hafal lots of informations in est class, doing calculation for account wouldn't b that hard kan??? or would it? aaaa...

Who would have ever expected Form 4 would be so confusing??????????
thank God there's no additional subs except for Seni in my school . or else i'll b ssooo confused for sure of what to kutip2 n ace for spm 2010! huhuhuh.

ya allah, please guide me. jgn la tersilap pilih.. T_T..naya ooowh!

oklah. got homework. bb!
:)
how's ur first day of school?

:'(

Sunday, January 4, 2009



apa korang suke more n more people, innocent ones jadi cam ni?


Salam..
YA ALLLAAAHHH...
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Ya Allah Ya Allah Ya Allaaahh.....

Hah! Sambutla korang tahun baru dgn bunga2 api mase drang sambut ngan bedilan BOM!!!
ya allahhh...
sebak sebak ....
:'(
ape korang rase tgk gamba2 ni?


5 sisters died..
5 month old baby died....

my land is NOT ur land!

that poor palestanian man caries his son after an israely solider had shot him.

IM UNABLE TO DO ANYTHING BUT PRAY....


Random stuffs.

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Salam 'alaykum!! :)

Oh.
Sekola da nak start la
Omwerk x siap lagi la
wa besnye la
ahahah.

so ok, nk citer ape nta.
xkish la. name pon random stuffs kan.

first of all, aton mintak ana tolong design tshirt tae kwon do.
so i was like, ok. tgkla kalo rajen..
i've designed tshirts for my class 2ir, class 3ik n now tae kwon do????
buat duit kaye ni... $.$ akakaka.

so found a graphic nk buh kat tshirt tu.
tp xmo buh kat sini. kang xpasal2 kene saman 4 copyright purposes je...naya..
jangan saman saya, saya takde duit.
haahha.

i've skipped several activities utk tolong pack buku2 n such.. hari ni adalah satu2nya hari yg den poie skula tlg cigu2..
mse sampai skola, woi?! mane the Pensel Tekan Rangers yang lg 3 org tu???? ana sorang je ke??? kejam sunggo korang owwh. adakah ini satu pembalasan disebabkan ana x dtg mse 3 org datang? kejam aaaa koooraaanngg. hehe. ok2. aliaa demam, bila teman mak die g spital, hafi g anta adik die balik skool. so ok, im cool with it. :)

mula2 agih2 buku. then mse xde org jaga kaunter, tetibe ade org nk belil. I GOT NO IDEA BAPER HARGA buku2 tu.
n da la pepagi buta nk kene buat math plak. y oh y. i used to love math. oh math chentaku. sila la pulang padaku. aku kangeeeen sama MATEMATIKA. huahuahua.
so kne marah di pagi yg indah.
biarlah.

pastuh ustazah panggey dak2 pompuan gi lipat tshirt2 asrama, pack barang2 asrama 4 budak2 form 1 esok. ade orientation.
so, ok. ana n izzati pqah je pgi.
itulah kali pertama kumenjejakkan kaki ke dalam stor koop.
like
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
*seperti masuk ke dunia fantasi*
berhabuknye.
ahahahha.

wah. banyak baju rupenye ek. so amik la peluang ni utk search for my baju sukan n seluar sukan. tp ta jmpe yg diinginkan. tp beli gak. sengal.
lps tu pack2 buku... n layan bbrp org yg nk beli brg2 asrama..
then mase nk balik da tuh; baru teringat pasal baki duit kelas 3af sebanyak kurang lebih RM400!! gila punya banyak. disebabkan kelas ktorang nye rsult pon boleh tahan, 22 org dpt 9 n 8a's, the rest 7 n 6, stakat yg i know.. bila, our A.M cadang nk buat another party.
but no,
budak2 laki dtg ke arahku..
dengan kata2 seperti membuat satu protes
"KAMI MAI NAK KUTIP HUTANG"
hahah. well , ok. amik la korang.
but igt, org yg bayar habis je dapat dlm RM13. sape ad hutang lagi, lagi sikit la dapat.
ngeee~~

so budak2 klas lain pon jeles budak klas ktorang dpt duit. ahhaha.
ana alergic habuk (who doesnt?) so mcm selsema2 tu n sooo not comfortable nk sembang ngan org. but i had to. jgn korang jangkit erk. huhuu..

so. tu je la nk cite kat skola tadi. penat mmg pnt, but suke la. nta nape. suke suke. ahhah.
pastu balik tu mak suh beli telo. sungguh ku x suka nk beli "telur","air", n segala macam jenis perkataan yg lain slanga penang n klnye. org akn pelik when i said "telo" instead of "tloq"!! waaaa.. segan btol. biar la. im a customer, nk duit xnak?ahhaha.

lps tu beli memory card 4 my phone. WAAAA. 99 hinggit owh.
i was taken aback! "asal mahal sgt??"
uncle tu ckp..
"u punya sony ericsson ma.. mmg la mahal... kalau nokia, memory card dia mura sikit. tp u sony e." ah. berserah je la. beli je.
disebabkan muka ku sgt comel, uncle tu bagi just 4 RM90.. kurang la sket. "-_-.. n now i dont know mne pgi my phone. my bro amik kot. ape la korang suke sgt amik enpon tu..."-_- ... *-*

ha!
semalam hazim komplen tego!
he's a friend of mine, antara yg boleh dikira dgn jari ana pakai aku-ko. tu pon die suruh. die ckp sy-awak cam bebudak. muahahahah.
kurang lebih cam ni la..
i was chatting with him pasal result PMR... n tetibe die ckp.

hazim:asal aku rase ko laen je ha? cara chat ko..
syaza: hah? lain? tahun baru kowt..
hazim: hahah
syaza: lain cane lak? cte sket..
hazim: ..cara chat ko la. lain! sjak bila ko pakai "owh"????
*scroll ke atas*.. erk. a'a ek. byk plak "owh"...
syaza: adoii.. ahhaha. tu je?
hazim: "adoi" pon!
syaza: adehhh.. weyy... mne de. aku lame da pakai la!
hazim: tgk tu. "wey"?! lain gile
syaza: hahahah. aku gelak nih. lain ke? aku pakai lame da la..kot.. tu la ko.. xpasan
hazim: heheh

camtu la lebih kurang. hazim, if u ever read this, sori la cuz itu hanya cntoh. i can't immitate the real hazim-like style of chatting. mrapu mrapu lagi.
oh, n lepas tu, xpakai da "owh" "wey" "adoi" ngn die.. hahaha. nta nape? tu la ek. bila start pakai ekceli?

so, who is this hazim? i knew him when i was in standard six. akhir jah 6...
sampai skang, i know him as a really good virtual friend (bangge ar ko) ..
nta, kalo tgk cara ana ckp ngan die cam da kenal gile. cam ana ni terlebih friendly.
dia pon ada ckp psl ana nih friendly...trust me hazim, u never wanna see the terkedu-bila-jumpa-orang-depan-depan me .. hahahah... oh, n he's a cousin of my dear friend, schoolmate since jah 3, n also my neighbour Billy. spe pulak Billy ni?
oh, name die Bazli. tapi nme gleme die Billy. mse mule2 tau org panggey die billy, the only thought tht came into my mind was... "Billy the Blue Ranger"...hahahah.. ye la, mse tuh baru jah 3 kan. :D:D... eh. watpe citer sal derang.
da da. da abes da kot citer pasal ari ni.

btw, bedtime stories best! tengokla wayang. downloadla. ahahahah.

ade sesape prasan i always overuse "so" ??
ok, korang scroll balik, so korang xprasan. hahah

2008 Confessions, panjang gak. (Tagging)

Friday, January 2, 2009

so I thought of doing the survey on Atiqah's blog.. yg iTunes tu. done one on myspace earlier; but I'll do another one with another different set of songs later. :)
so here's what i got for today.

In 2008,​ i:

Staye​d singl​e almos​t the whole​ year?
i always am n happy with it! :)

Kisse​d someo​ne new?
yesss!!! (dpt 2 cuzzin baru what?! haha.)

Done somet​hing you'​ve regre​tted?
yes; ofcoz.

Lost someo​ne?​
i think. or is it just me feeling dat way? but i think..where did i go wrong? i lost a friend...somewhere in the bitterness.....

Cut class​?​
A LOT OF TIME! bz wooaah. haha

Were invol​ved in somet​hing you'​ll never​ forge​t?​
YES! N I HATE IT.

Visit​ed a diffe​rent count​ry?​
slumber land. haha. no, not this year.

Cooke​d a gross​ meal?
i'm a chef. i cook art. keep on dreaming syaza, keep on dreaming

Lost somet​hing/one impor​tant to you?
a friend.

Got a gift you adore​?​
no. akaka.

Tripp​ed over a coffe​e table​?​
haha nope

Dyed your hair?
no

Came close​ to losin​g your life?
yes! ah, i m exaggerating.

Read a great​ book?
yes yes!!

Saw one of your favou​rite bands​/​artis​ts live?
x... n never will owh. i.t.s..-_-"


2008:​ Frien​ds and Enemi​es
Did you meet any new frien​ds this year?
definitely

Did you disli​ke anyon​e?​
heh. agak arrr..musti r. but biar la :D

Grow apart​ from anyon​e?​
Yes =[[

Do you have any regre​ts when it comes​ to your frien​dship​s?​
sometimes, yes. but when i come to think of it, it's friendSHIP. sometimes ur floating, sometimes u have to face storms n yadda yadda bla bla.


2008:​ Your BIRTH​DAY!​?​
Did you have a cake?
yes; 2.

Did you have a party​?​
noope

Did you get any prese​nts?​
no; i dont really tell org my birthday. so, only those yg bace (n ingat) kat mne2, contoh my blog/fs/ms je tau. ahah


2008:​ All about​ YOU
Did you chang​e at all this year?
mmmm. did i?

Did you get your hair cut?
x kot. nta.

Did you chang​e your style​?​
ish. tatau la. did i??? no kot, i m me. lol.

Were you in schoo​l?​
yes

Did you get good grade​s?​
haha. u mean on school tests n exams? not really la..

Did you have a job?
i'm a scientist, a chef, a baker, an interior designer, a fashion designer, a motivator, a novelist, a mathematician, a teacher, a nurse, a someone who obviously doesnt know where's she going. ngee.

Did you drive​?​
nope

Did you own a car?
aaaa. McD byk bg adiah keter mainan.

Did anyon​e close​ to you give birth​?​
Mak Cik Haniza to Aisyah Humairah n Maksu Aishah to M. Akid Idraqi.. =]]

Did you move at all?
2008? no. stayed still.

Did you go on any vacat​ions?
yes. eh? nta. bile? ha. yes kot. eh. ha. ye lah . btol la thn ni. a. eh. ha! yes3!! :)

Would​ you chang​e anyth​ing about​ yours​elf now?
yesss; for the better.


2008:​ Wrap UP:
Was 2008 a good year?
huh. i.d.t.s! overall, i was quite frustrated. but that's how life suppose to be ayyte?

Do you think​ 2009 will top 2008?
i sure hope so :D

I confe​ss that in 2008 I...
(x) staye​d singl​e for the whole​ year
( ) kisse​d in the snow
( ) celeb​rated​ Hallo​ween
( ) had your heart​ broke​n
( ) moone​d someo​ne
(x) went over the minut​es on your cell phone
( ) someo​ne quest​ioned​ your sexua​l orien​tatio​n
( ) came out of the close​t
( ) gotte​n pregn​ant
(x) had an abort​ion. (i abort several computer programmes n file transfers. hahaha.)
(x) done somet​hing you'​ve regre​tted
(x) paint​ed a pictu​re
(x) wrote​ a poem
(x) ran a mile.. er, i walk kot.
( )​shopp​ed at Holli​ster or Aberc​rombi​e and Fitch
(x)​poste​d a blog on MySpa​ce
( ) visit​ed a forei​gn count​ry
(x) cut in a line of waiti​ng peopl​e (mcm pernah je. "Adik, jap .. tmpg lalu jap.. akak nk......" akakak.)
(x) told someo​ne you were busy when you weren​'​t (mse xde mood.)
( ) parti​ed to celeb​rate the new year
(​ )​ Cooke​d a disas​trous​ meal
( ) lied about​ how old you were
( ) prank​ calle​d someo​ne

In 2008 I...
[x] broke​ a promi​se (that i myself made)
[ ] fell out of love
[x] lied; (kadang2 xprasan. haha.)
[x] cried​ over a broke​n heart (shattered into pieces knowing the truth of.. erm. next Qs..)
[x] disap​ointe​d someo​ne close
[x] hid a secre​t
[x] prete​nded to be happy; (oh n im sooo good at it.)
[ ] slept​ under​ the stars​.
​[ ] kept your new years​ resol​ution
[x] forgo​t your new years​ resol​ution (to b more exact, i dont have any)
[x] met someo​ne who chang​ed your life
[ ] met one of your idols
[ ] chang​ed your outlo​ok on life
[x] sat home all day doing​ nothi​ng
[ ] prete​nded to be sick
[ ] left the count​ry
[x] almos​t died. (again people. i exaggerated.)
[x] given​ up on somet​hing/​someo​ne impor​tant to you
[ ] lost somet​hing expen​sive
[x] learn​ed somet​hing new about​ yours​elf
[x] tried​ somet​hing you norma​lly would​n'​t try and liked​ it
[x] made a chang​e in your life
[ ] found​ out who your true frien​ds were. i am afraid to find out. stiap kali ad pertemuan, i shall ready for there'll b a splitting coming my way. =[[
[ ] met gay peopl​e
[x] staye​d up til sunri​se
[x] cried​ over the silli​est thing
[x] had frien​ds who were drift​ing away from you
[x] had a high cell phone​ bill
[ ] spent​ most of your money​ on food
[ ] had a fist fight
[x] went to the beach
[x] gotte​n sick
[x] liked​ more than 5 peopl​e at the same time.. (waa... celebrity crushes maaa!! haha)
[x] becam​e close​r with a lot of peopl​e

I TAGGED EVERYONE ON MY LIST.
kalo rajen.
skati la.

Thursday, January 1, 2009


ih ih. da 2009 pulak.
bye2 2008. hello 2009.
tu je nk ckp.
den x sambut new year. hik3.
oh well,
2008 had been a great year.
n baru sehari je 2008 tinggal sejarah,
but im missing moments already.
regardless the bitter ones.
have to admit it,
2008 was
my year of embarrassment,
my year of tears,
yadda yadda.
im not gonna bore u with this kind of stuff.

but i have my hopes,
may 2009 be a better year
for us.
o Allah, shine our ways to You.

n on 2009,
i'll be 16!! :))
16 sounds awesome
(although, it's just a pair of numbers)
we'll never know what's coming our way,
but hey, no more
"form bape ni?"
"form 3"
"oh. pmr la"
"ye."
haha.:D

ok, so 2008 kinda make me realise..
things don't always go with ur flow.
either take it or leave it.. (crap-ek jap)

2008 taught me..
if u care for others, but ur somewhat somehow
transparent,
n nobody seems to care for u,
care anyway.

ah. da la kan. ngarut je. haha.
30th December was a great ending for 2008.
but surely it was a fresh new start for 1430h.
:)


 
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