Salamualaikum. so this is my 200th post. baru sket jeh. i wonder at what number will i stop writing? hmm.

just got back from a, erm, vacation, i suppose. syabil brought his Karangan books so that he could copy essays even during a vacation. yeah, his homework. me? i acted, and still am acting like i don't have any homework. huhu.

n guess what, i skipped all holiday extra classes for the first time ever in my life! ok, this is unintended. first, i got that Bengkel and it burnt my English and Chemistry classes. then, the next day, i fell asleep and yeah, missed one more class. hoping for Biology class the next day, and suddenly Ifwat texted me saying "no xtra class tomorrow. tce fifa kat klate. passkan kat budak2 IS n IR" ..0000oookkkk.

friends are attending intensive classes, tuitions and all. in my whole entire life, i've never ever been to any tuition centre. sad, isn't it. i don't know how to manage my time; and i'm not willing to take the risk. so, when this happens, i should have more time to indulge in a world full of books, kan? ehe. u know me, shut up and continue reading. hoho.

so. vacation. Port Dickson. stayed at PNB Ilham Resort, i've blogged about ilham resort in my fs blog last year. here's some extract.

"wow!

its been ages, ive been waiting to dive in!! hahaha.

swimming pool. didnt always get the chance to dive in for one teeny weeny STUPID reason. coz i wear tudung. they were “afraid” that i might strangled myself due to that piece of cloth. n bliv me, that happened in Malaysia. our lovely country. hahaha. i myself dont really like drenching myself as i wud b a balut-ed nangka once i get out of the water. IRRITATIIIINNNGG.

i do swim, dulu. not much now.. not really. just lompat2 dlm air. hahaha. i am now vri segan to float myself like i owez do, to kecah2 air at my bros n such. dugaan. smuanya kenangan, yg hanya mampu diingat, xmmpu dibw balik n diulang. even if i was able to swim in a private pool, i will not get the chance to swim with my dad o my bros. just me n my mum. waaaa.. i miss the moments.

well, just a few days back, i got to swim. hahaha. at port dickson.. at first, i was just snapping piccas of my bros. then i asked my first bro to hold the cam n the phone as i wanted to see how deep the water was. aahh.. cinta lama kembali berputik. i spent lots of time in da water. tambah lak time tu x ramai org. ahhaha. n i forgot bout the cam n phone. hahaha. sori, along. then makin lama org makin ramai. people are staring at me! didnt anybody teach u it’s rude to stareeee?? hahaha. jk2. i played with my lil bros as my bro took piccas n played his psp. asked him whether he wanted to swim o not.. cuz if he do want, i would get out n take care of da gadgets.

well, i ignored the stares. stayed quite a while in da wter. ah, finally, my fav pastime that i longed.. hehe."

so. yeah. no need to tell much. unfortunately the same thing happen. people stared. lantak la korang.

PD was ok. next stop, Selangore. we were going to my MakCik Anis' house at Batu Caves. i told my mum i wanna meet Anis Raihanah at Bukit Jaya, Bukit Antarabangsa. Mak ckp boleh, dekat je ngan Batu Caves. tp tgk pilot la. huhu.

abah ckp, teksi ad banyak. huhu.

sampai selangor dalam kol 3 lebih. gi jmpe Along kat Banting, makan2, then g jmpe Yan kat er.. CFSIIUM tu kat ne? somewhere around selangor la.... b4 tu g umah Pak Cik Anuar kat shah alam..pastu abah ckp kalo x nk g umah Tok Ndak kat banting lps tgk Along, tp Tok Ndak x jawab phone. so yeah, arrived batu Caves at night, and since abah dah "resorted" kat umah mak cik, i dont think abah nk kuar lagi. Anis called that night and asked "malam ni boleh datang x?"

aalaaa~~ nk sangat jumpe!! tp time tu pon abah cam da rehat2. mcm xkuar da je. huhu.
i wanted to see anis before dia pindah g JB. i wanna meet TK as well; nnt Anis g Johor and i'm here, in penang. sorang ke Utara, sorang ke Selatan. xpe2, magnet NS saling menarik. we'll always keep in touch insyaAllah.

xde rezeki la nk jmpe Anis. the next morning, abah ckp abah nk bawak adik2 n ajik g jalan2. abah nk drop kat bukit antarabangsa. anis ad tuisyen. n if i know Abah will be back at 3, i'll ask him to drop me at BA dlm kol 12 ke... huhu. xpe la. bile2 nnt boleh jmpe kan. huhu// sedih2. sedih.

er.
tu je kot for now. gotta blast~!
salam/

MiniCamp dan Kem 2 Hari. err..

1 DECEMBER 2009 . BIRTHDAY YAN.

Salam.

so yeah, i just got back dr bengkel Perbahasan dan Penulisan Kreatif, yakni Seminar Permata Gemilang pebenda la nama dia. Seperti Seminar Nuqaba' dlu, i was at first, sgt reluctant. huhu.

mse naik bas tu, tgk kekawan sume daftar for English MiniCampRock; which i played my part rancang aktiviti ngan AJK2 lain. huhu. sudeyh je. tp xpe la, redho redho.

punya lah skema.

pakai baju putih, tudung hitam, sluar hitam.....bawak baju kurung xbwk tshirt.... xbawk phone... pakai kasut sekolah la... sampai2 je diorang xpakai pon mcm cikgu suruh. adik2 je yg pakai cam cikgu cakap. haish. hahaha. tp xpe la.

bertolak g Pantai Merdeka. sampai kol 9 kot. Check in kol 12.. . gle lain ah PM skang. resort dia still under construction tp ktorang dpt tido kat hostel dia la. ok la, not bad. tandas dia pon bersih. x sesak macam the usual panorama we'll see mse g kem kan.

stat ngan taaruf. mmg da lari dari schedule asal.

taaruf tu, the activity was suppose to be like, sgt havoc n chaotic, tp tu la, adik2 akak ni sume baik2, sopan2 belaka.. senyap je.. hahaha. tp xpe la, at least i can feel the tense mse mintak tandatangan pemilik kad taaruf tu. whatever; paham ke xpaham, paham2kan je la. huhu.

then. msuk dewan seminar, Dewan Enggang 2 4 ceramah n bengkel penulisan kreatif by Azizi Hj Abdullah, which, i did not know pon b4 this. u can see Adilla was xtremely xcited to see him, n the rest(yg xknal Azizi Hj Abdullah, even ad yg igt pak cik mna masuk dewan ni...huhu.) were like, "oo00ok.." hahah.

lps bg ceramah pe sume, ad bengkel... karang satu page, what should i adress him? cikgu lah. karang, then bg Cikgu Azizi check... da abes tu, g makan tengahari, solat pe sume. ad beberapa org yg g solat kat surau, tp mostly sodorm lah. asalnya nk berjemaah, tp dgn keadaan mcm tu, xjadi la..

lps tu.. yg penulisan kreatif g tepi2 pantai duk, karang cerpen, malam karang antar. dak2 bahas lak prepare n lawan bahas. nk tgk! huhu.

mcm nk tido je.. da la mse nk menulis tu tunduk muka, then angin lak kuat, mmg bila angkat pale tu mmg berat gle ah. mcm ad batu bertan2 kat atas pale..

OK . YES, I DONT SOUND LIKE SOMEONE WHO HAD JUST ATTENDED A MALAY CREATIVE WRITING WORKSHOP. haha.

then. balik dorm jap. solat asar. kne kumpul balik kat dewan kol 5.15, syifa suh tunggu n akhirnya, ktorang 4 org form4 lambat 10 minit 4 sesi ceramah by Encik Azizan, a pegawai from JPN. mcm knal. kat mne eh?

tp ceramah ni mmg happening gle ah. cikgu kot, cikgu Azizan pandai gle wat lawak~ huhu. we learnt bout pengucapan awam (public speaking), perbahasan(Debating) n mcm2 la. ton la apa la. Being one of those yg lebih terdorong ke arah penyampaian dalam bahasa inggeris, outcasted jugak lah kekadang. sometimes people see from a perspective - asal ckp minat english more je, cakap xsedar dirilah, xbangga asal keturunanlah, apa2lah. to me, everything is simple. once we put religion on top of the others, language is not the issue. moving onnn...

tp ceramah tu mmg best lah . byk info.

then malam tu sambung perbahasan n penulisan cerpen. i decided to just stay je dlm dewan tu, sambil tulis, sambil tgk derang berbahas.

woah. Mat was superb~ at least, he is a convincer. Even if he says a cat is a dog, people will believe. huhuhu.

adik2 yg lain pon terrer2 belaka. bagos la, bagos! troskan usaha anda.

then. u know what, i found this word dlm kamus dewan.

-NEKTAI-

tny adilla n artika, teka apa maksud dia.

yes, NECK-TIE. TALI LEHER. DASI.

hahahah. i can imagine how Aliaa would react if she knows this. ahaha.

korang xcaya carik ah. haha.

then. siapkan cerpen. menggila kat dalam dewan lepas suma org balik dorm. huhu.

N OH~~ SYIFA gi order milo panas 1 kat cafe. mne ad org beli air bungkus kan kat hotel, abang tu pon pelik ah. tetiba harga rm4 sekali air mineral sebotol. syifa cuma ad rm2 n rm50. syifa sje main2, "kalau abg nk blanja lg rm2 tu boleh la.."

"ha, bolehla.." ahhahaha. gile ciri2 bisnesman la abg tu.

mau bankrup. diskaun 50%.. tp xpe la kan, syifa ckp, may Allah bless him.

plannya xnak tido, sbb nnt kol 3 ad Qiam.. lepas Qiam ad tulis puisi pulak.. tp alhamdulillah cerpen da siap b4 balik dorm, so, like, i dont have anything else to do. liqa' al-mulk n kahfi ngan kekawan f4 lain...zati, syifa, dila, amal, art.. adik2 sume da tido. penat kot. ad la beberapa org adik f1 stay nk siapkan cerpen.

ad 1 part terlangkau beberapa ayat dlm surah alMulk. mula2 tu igt xmo tegor. sbb maybe diorang baca laju sgt n maybe i'm the only one who couldnt catch up...tp tego jugaklah. rupanya mmg btol terlangkau. tape2. moving oonn..

tido kol 1 lebih kot. Syahirah kejut for Qiam. g mandi siap2. malas nk mandi da time subuh nnt. hahaha.

sejuk ooo. huhu. setakat yg muat la g Qiam kat surau.. surau tu sempit, asing laki puan..mcm surau2 kat stesen minyak~ at least, ad surau, alhamdulillah.

tertido jap sbb mmg langsong xde idea nk tulis sajak pe.. adik2 tu dah macam..

"KAK SYAZAAA.. KAK SYAZA DA SIAP BLOM SAJAK??"

"BLLOOM. AKAK TAK TAU NK TULIS PE... KALO 2 BARIS JE KIRA SAJAK X? HAIKU TU SAJAK KANNN.."

hahha.

lps tu g subuh then sarapan then riadah.

riadah simple2 je...pakai bj kurung lak. huhu.

main Roqam, "wahid isnan salasah arba'a khomsah sittahh" yg mse kem bahasa arab tu. huhu

ad lagi 5 minit nk kne hand in puisi, so, sambil jeles kat burung2 yg terbang tu... merapu2 je la, then hanta kat zati. zati ckp, maksud dia dalam. n i said, "amende dalamnye. maksud dia org yg malas nk pk panjang2." hahahahah..

that is why i dont like to write sajak. i dont want people to know what's beyond.

so, better keep it short and simple.

masuk dewan, tgk bahas persahabatan between adik2 f2 yg menang malam b4 tu ngan pasukan skolah~ best. i love tgk adik2 pelapis tu la, sbb pasukan skola cam da biasa kan. hahaha. no offence. kira it's a great achievement la for them to be able to at least P.O.I-ing pasukan bahas skola n answering their(bahas skolah) P.O.Is.

tahniah2, troskan usaha. huhu.

as for the penyampaian hadiah, i got third for cerpen and first for sajak, which is a sudden and unexpected blessing. tambah2 yg sajak tu. nothing special. no new word. everyday words. kesian dowh adik2 yg da karang pepanjang sedap2. huhu. pelik btol.... tp btolla, mse kaji poems dalam buku antologi english tu, kan meaning dia ye ye o je kan... tp i keep saying..

"over je. ntah2 meaning dia lain. ntah2 dia men tulis je, kita lak feeling terlebih."

hahahahahahahahha. if you're one of those yg mmg perlukan ketenangan when it comes to sastera, bahasa, sejarah, anything that is criticable by this girl, stay away from me. hahaha.

pastu kne deklamasi kat depan lak. nsib baik pendek, bace laju2 blah la. kalo tulis xde feeling, nk bce feeling cmne kan. tambah lak nk bg org feeling. haha.. alhamdulillah, dpt la jugak 2 piring kenangan. haha. cerpen tu pon 1 gak. i don't read a lot so i don't have ape tu, kosa kata yg luas.. er. melalut melalut.

then mse g makan buat terakhir kali. karipap mcm basi. me n zati n adilla amik 2 bijik sbb yg semalam punya sedap. igt nk amik 2 la kan. skali syifa ckp berlendir. abes kne g broadcast kat sume org. pihak resort ganti ngan samosa.

dlm tu bukan lendir je, cam maggot pon ad. haha.

kesian yg da makan. tawakkal je la.

erm. tu je la kot. overall ok la. love the juniors; xsombong. boleh bawak sembang. best2.

i mean, i don't know la whether i would be a lot happier kat english camp or not; bcuz this is the road not taken; robert frost. ahhahaha. korang kalo xpaham buat2 paham je la. huhu.

wassalamualaikum.

ignore the rojakness of this post. i'm sleepy.