ntahla RANDOM stuffs

Salam..

ntahlah

hari ni boring kot.

ana lupa nak blog, 24 mac yg lps, dah genap 2 tahun atok blah mak ana, Atuk Amzah Ismail kembali ke rahmatullah. rindu. tp hidup mesti diteruskan. tsk tsk. moga roh arwah atok amzah dicucuri rahmat amiin... ~ :')

abg sulong ana, mulanya terkejut gak tgk tarikh arwah atok amzah ninggal. 2403? aja nye besday...oh, 2304.... huhuhuhu.

nvm. rindu sgt.. xdpt dilupakan peristiwa hari tu n malam sebelum tuh.

kalo nk tau, bace ah..

petikan dr blog lama.

Bismillah…

Salam…

saje online nk post blog ari nih.

dah genap setahun.. 24 Mac

omg i miss him so much…

i love him so damn much…

he’s just one of the best person who lives in my heart…

his care for others…

his eternal love for us…

and yet, he’s too far from me now…

i just can’t forget him…

waaay impossible for me to do that…

he’s my everything…

my must he left so soon?

anyway, it’s a fate. i must go on with my life,

without him, ever, either in my life, or in this world.

my ATUK…

sob2. T.T… Haji Amzah bin Ismail…Al-Fatihah…

omg omg omg…. miss u lah atuk… :’(

SYAZA! LIFE MUST GO ON!

ok. so, ari sabtu ari tu, a good friend of mine came to me lps practice choral... n showed me her feet yang elok berstoking.

"alhamdulillahhhh. " i said.

moga dikau istiqomah, duhai teman. :) ana doakan nti dpt kekal dgn penampilan tu. walaupun satu perubahan kecil, tp mula lah sikit2. jgn mendadak sgt sampai xdpt nk hadam...

that friend said "i wanna be the thorny rose u knooow.." may u be one of them. mawar berduri xpernah sekuntum.

ya allah, syukur sgt2. im so proud of what u've done :))

oh, ana teringat satu kisah, yg menginsafkan ana sementara (astaghfirullah) ... sebab selalu sgt leka..

5 syarat untuk bermaksiat.. hadis ke? ana pon x pasti. tp mmg terselit pengajaran.

Suatu hari ada seorang lelaki yang menemui Ibrahim bin Adham. Dia berkata, “Wahai Aba Ishak! Selama ini aku gemar bermaksiat. Tolong berikan aku nasihat.”

Setelah mendengar perkataan tersebut Ibrahim berkata, “Jika kamu mahu menerima lima syarat dan mampu melaksanakannya, maka boleh kamu melakukan maksiat.”

Lelaki itu dengan tidak sabar-sabar bertanya. “Apakah syarat-syarat itu, wahai Aba Ishak?”

Ibrahim bin Adham berkata, “Syarat pertama, jika kamu bermaksiat kepada Allah, jangan memakan rezekiNya.” Mendengar itu dia mengernyitkan kening seraya berkata, “Dari mana aku mahu makan? Bukankah semua yang ada di bumi ini rezeki Allah?”

“Ya!” tegas Ibrahim bin Adham. “Kalau kamu sudah memahaminya, masih mampukah memakan rezekinya, sedangkan kamu selalu berkeinginan melanggar larangan-Nya? “

“Yang kedua,” kata Ibrahim, “kalau mahu bermaksiat, jangan tinggal di bumi-Nya!”

Syarat ini membuat lelaki itu terkejut setengah mati. Ibrahim kembali berkata kepadanya, “Wahai Abdullah, fikirkanlah, apakah kamu layak memakan rezeki-Nya dan tinggal di bumi-Nya, sedangkan kamu melanggar segala larangan-Nya? “

“Ya! Anda benar.” kata lelaki itu. Dia kemudian menanyakan syarat yang ketiga.

Ibrahim menjawab, “Kalau kamu masih mahu bermaksiat, carilah tempat tersembunyi yang tidak dapat terlihat oleh-Nya!”

Lelaki itu kembali terperanjat dan berkata, “Wahai Ibrahim, ini nasihat macam mana? Mana mungkin Allah tidak melihat kita?”

“Ya, kalau memang yakin demikian, apakah kamu masih berkeinginan melakukan maksiat?” kata Ibrahim. Lelaki itu mengangguk dan meminta syarat yang keempat.

Ibrahim melanjutkan, “Kalau malaikat maut datang hendak mencabut rohmu, katakanlah kepadanya, ‘Ketepikan kematianku dulu. Aku masih mahu bertaubat dan melakukan amal soleh’.”

Kemudian lelaki itu menggelengkan kepala dan segera tersedar, “Wahai Ibrahim, mana mungkin malaikat maut akan memenuhi permintaanku? “

“Wahai Abdullah, kalau kamu sudah meyakini bahawa kamu tidak boleh menunda dan mengundurkan datangnya kematianmu, lalu bagaimana engkau boleh lari dari kemurkaan Allah?”

“Baiklah, apa syarat yang kelima?” Ibrahim pun menjawab, “Wahai Abdullah kalau malaikat Zabaniyah datang hendak mengiringmu ke api neraka di hari kiamat nanti, jangan engkau ikut bersamanya.”

Perkataan tersebut membuat lelaki itu insaf. Dia berkata, “Wahai Aba Ishak, sudah pasti malaikat itu tidak membiarkan aku menolak kehendaknya. “

Dia tidak tahan lagi mendengar perkataan Ibrahim. Air matanya bercucuran. “Mulai saat ini akut bertaubat kepada Allah.” katanya sambil terisak-isak.

pandai2la fikir sendiri. ana ingatkan diri ana n sume skali.. sedih, spelah kita di bumi Allah nk bermaksiat bila Dia ada di mana-mana; Dia MAHA MELIHAT, MAHA MENGETAHUI..

oh. n ana dah selesai baca kisah Syabab Musafir Kasih karangan Fatimah Syarha; sarat ilmu dan pengajaran. awal2 novel da mcm nk nangis da ..... psl anak yatim. huhuhuhu. T.T.... tapi memang best, bagus gle. ana syorkan korang baca.. mak ana pon da khatam novel tu... ana rasa, mmg kaum Adam kne baca la.. alangkah sonok andai semacam tu peribadi sorang anak Adam ... peribadi acuan AlQuran. wallakkk. skang ni, Adilla pinjamkan ana novel karangan penulis yg sama, Tautan Hati.. yg ni plak utk kaum Hawa, khususnya. however, 700 muka....tunggu mse je la. huhuhu.

lg pe nk citer.

omwek x siap2 gi. ahaha.

oh, n tahniah to all peserta MTQ sebab dapat johan untuk semua acara...walaupon syarahan (p) no3. xpe kak diana, kak diana da brusaha, no3 pon ok whaat. :) tahniah, semua pulang dgn kemenangan. moga truskan berdakwah secara sedar x sedar. :D

to farah diana pulak, esok public speaking. akak da ajar semampu boleh ngan kak aliaa, ktorang doakan awk berjaya la ek. :)

then then. what else.

drama da start bz ngan PA system. i gotta learn how it works. balik malam 3 hari ni. huhuhu

then ape lagi.. tu je kot

Allah yubariku fikum. :)

debate final

Salam..

hahaha.

selesai cite sal debate semii, cite sal final lak.

final, Sir Said g balet. Sir ckp,

"what do u wish to be?"

Kak Nada ckp, "gov kot."

ktorang pon, "a'a..mcm da selesa ngan gov lak."

"in that case, u wont get"

"?"

"we've been gov-gov for 3 consecutive years.."

then Sir turun dgn muke tersengih2...

"guess what?"

"what?

"opposition"

"owh. ok. "

"oh n we're meeting our neighbour"

"Pokok Sena?"

"yup. they beat Kepala Batas"

then masuk quarantine lagi...

bincang bincang bincang.

then masuk hall. took our places.

then tiba2..

"AL IRSHAD!"

*Kak Nada, me n Kak Intan pandang*

"x sangka noh kita jumpak. sekola depan jumpak sekola blakang."

n i said

"jiraaan."

"tu la. jiran"

hahahaha. bayangkan. atas pentas tuh! da amik tempat leh sembang lagi. n, since jarak jauh, we raised our voice. sume org dgr kot. i heard org gelak. "-_- hehe.

the PA system was not so good. bergema satu dewan. we didnt really get what they're saying. SO, TADA APA NAK P.O.I. we had to come up with irrelevant p.o.i, bantai je. asal ada. hahaha.

trok aaann. yg penting, i jot down the points THIS TIME... n alhamdulillah all 3 of us lbih relax than the earlier debating... i crap a lot mse ngan bakti since we 3 didnt get their points, so this time, amik pengajaran, LISTEN N JOT DOWN.

ad 1 time, Kak Intan nk p.o.i, but the PM cannot hear (he was so semangat giving his points. have to admit, he did well as the first one to present).. the third speaker from the gov bg isyarat, "KUAT LAGI KUUAT."

3 kali, kawan tu xdgr2 gak. Kak Intan geram, xjadi p.o.i. haha. :D

turn second speaker, indian, the only girl in the team, bg point "BRAIN"... alamakk. mcm sme ngan ktorang nye isi gov b4 diubah.. meaning, we have lots of reasons to agree with the point, but sje xnk ngaku n came up with stupid p.o.i.. n immature rebuttal. hahahah.
"animals have brains too. does this means they too, need academic excellence to have a successful life?"...wahahah. laugh laugh all u want. that's all I could think of.

yg xleh nk lupa.......................................

Sir Said already said earlier, "do not p.o.i in the first n last minute. if u p.o.i jugak, people will laugh at u."

mse third speaker, i was so anxious to rebut his statement; padahal kawan tu baru cakp dlm 15 secs.

"p.o.i pleasse..ehh. sori2.."

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. malu malu maluuu. hahahahah

then lps loceng first minute, tros p.o.i lagi skali. muahahahah.

thank God he was not sarcastic; dia paham kot paham. hahah.
and thank God dia xbls dendam since Kak Nada xmo terima his p.o.i earlier..

mse reply speech pon xleh p.o.i, Kak Nada ckp

"jom p.o.i"

"jom2".. hahahaha.

Kak Intan ckp,
"it's okkk.."
:D:D:D but we kept laughing after that kat atas tu. hahaha. tp org xdgr la. the time keepers grinned. LOL

bila da sudah, turun.. duduk jap.

sembang2 ngan the opponent. friendly. baru tau all of them are in form4! the PM said "nnt nk spm kita buat study grup kat pagaq skola noh.." hahah. jiran la katakan. lol. lps da umum tu, alhamdulillah menang.. tahniah SMK Pokok Sena for being the first runner up. :))

salam ngan the second speaker. then the PM n third ckp,

"make sure next year kita jumpak lagi.."

"insyaAllahh. :)"

"bahas pon final irshad-pokok sena. kira dah setaraf da nih.."

"owh. bahaya nih. haha."

:D

oh, n Kak Intan best debater, she was great; spontaneous n emotional . :D

dlm keter, sembang2 ngan Sir Said..

Sir ckp..

"why is everyone so quiet? lega?"

*senyap*

"lega is not the right word ... sbb lepas ni lawan laagiii"

huhuhu...

tkt level ni pon leh sakit otak...ni kan plak state level... can we do it? huhuh. T.T

Sir .. "are u guys hungry?"

Kak Intan.. "yaaa"

Kak Maya .. "intan memang."
me .. "kenyang makan butterflies."

Sir.. "xpe, butterflies da kluaq da.. :D"

then Sir blanja celebration cake, makan ramai2 kat Suria. balik skola.

jmpe team bahas. congrats both Irshad n Pokok Sena! irshad menang :) pembahas terbaik spe nta? adilla ckp artika, artika ckp adilla. "-_-..

then ad hari graduasi the next day. cikgu xmasuk.

then jumaat train Farah Diana, public speaking.

then tadi g skola kol 8. duk ngan Aliaa kat tratak, jmpe Aiman yg dtg for kawad. then Yu dtg. wish him hppy birthday, then sembang2 jap.. xtau npe die datang. syarahan or bahas? hari ni bday Yed gak kot. kan? n adilah nazneen too. :) moga panjang umo la korang, dimurahkank rezeki. amiin. :))

oh, n ad ramai org kat skola, for pemilihan ASAT.

then jmpe Balqis lak..pantun kot? mcm nk tergelak je.. only Aliaa knows why. hahaha. pasal birthdates. :D:D

pastu kol 8 lebih camtu Farah dtg. train sampai kol 10 lebih.

then g tgk choral speaking. then tgk umah, xthn tgk expression Apiq tgk rumah da cat.

hahahahah

soooo cute! mcm budak kecik terkejut happy...

then die tgk tangga, lagi nk tergelak tgk expression die. hahaha.

mak pon glak. lol.

then tgk prabot..balik..

pastu balik.

then ari ni earth hour. xbrapa menjadik. Apiq xleh gelap2..die nangis. huhuhu. "-_-

i was hoping xde umah kne pecah. hehehehehhe

debate semi final

Salam..
warrgh.
nikmatnye pgg keyboard. lalala. hahaha
bknnnye x pgg langsung, xpgg kurang lebih seminggu utk blogging.
lots of stuffs happened.

so. debate da abes. tp blom leh tutup buku lagi. "-_-
debate sgt memalukan. geram geram geram. haahhaha.

the past week, i was busy with drama n debate. hari ni n esok n isnin n selasa, kne train the school public speaker. then nk masuk hiwar. gila. hahaha.

ok2. meh nk citer sket sal debate.
every year, skola kita mesti amik freshies punya lah.. xde sape pon yg pnah masuk b4 this.
ana, debater pertama yg masuk since f4.. kalo x, all debaters f5.. nk bg cert lah katekan.. hahah.

tce ton was flabbergasted when she knew i was gonna be in the debate team. she said.. "SYAZA! Finally... after 2 years ive been waiting! i finally got to see u in the team"
yeah, mse f2, buat oral, she once said "u could b one of the debaters".. but, mse tu tce ton men2 je kot.

nvm.

so, blatih punya blatih sampai tinggal classes. *but xlah sehebat latihan pasukan bahas. jauh beza.* blatih kat library aspura n mimos.

mse hari isnin, im still not comfortable with gov text.. sir bg idea, but i just cant elaborate it to make it concrete.
then, hari selasa tu, sehari b4 lawan, i told sir nk tuka points, he approved, n i came up with a completely different text; but i am much much more comfortable with it. ahaks.

then sir said bagi amanat2 terakhir. whatever it is, just enjoy urselves. :D:D

g amik blazer, n pinjam baju pengawas from kak rashidah.. hehehe.... i forgot to ask her to bring earlier, since i want to use it the next day, i need it a.s.a.p. i brought my own baju kurung n tudung labuh hitam, mintak tolong kak rashidah exchange jap. ngahahah. :D bagos btol.

ptg tu, tgk practice drama.. then tce shida came n told us bout bakti's performance. she was complementing here n there n i was like.. "aaaaaaaaaa" hahaha. bakti musuh irshad in debate..we're all afraid of that school. huah2. :D

mlm tu, ntah npe..rase cam "We're gonna get government, bakti's gonna get opposition"... i list out so many possibles P.O.Is as gov. ntah nape, mmg brat sgt kat gov. then kol 11 baru refine isi opp.

pagi tu bertolak. the debaters, kak nada, syaza n kak intan.. n syahmi, kak maya reserves.
supporters, ainah, faris, kak fatin, kak atin.. naik 2 keter. dunno how they in Sir Rosli's car was juxtaposed. hahah

g sne, dressing ktorang sme ngan penyambut tetamu skola tu. permatang tok labu. *very nice school, btw. campus-like.* they were very friendly..
then balet..
sir ckp...

"we're the governments!"
ktorang yg slama ni takut nk dpt gov ntah nape, tetiba xrasa setakut tu.. kak nada oso said termimpi2 dpt gov. haha. :D kak intan pon rse brat kat gov.

g quarantine sejam. 5 of us. risau jugak since the motion agak berat sebelah. bakti da la terer, dpt kat side yg berat lak tu. sure mcm2 ktorang kene bantai la tu la ni la. then senarai more n more possible p.o.i..bincang waht to answer in case we had a mental blockage. haha. bincang punya bincang... syahmi got lots of ideas... he shud be in instead of me. ahha.. then doa2..then msuk kelas tu, amik tmpat. doa lagi.

kak nada mula dlu. they said bakti loves to P.O.I.. they gave kak nada 2 P.O.I kot. then turn opposition leader. a guy. i will never forget him. nevaaah. i gave him lots of P.O.I... kali ke3 ke ke4 ntah, i said..
"p.o.i please!"
"yes"
i stood up.
"please sit down"

sabar je laaaaaaa. hhuhuhu. i wasnt embarrased, tp ana geraaaaam. g cakap "yes" tu wat pe. deny tros la.

da lah after him im gonna be presenting my rebuttals n points. I CRAPPED ALL THE WAY mse rebuttals, what was i thinking? crap crap crap..
people were making faces. wahahaha. i wasnt that nervous, i dont really have stage fright, alhamdulillah.. it's just that; the words i wanna say x sampai.. suka suki je ckp pe nk ckp. wahaha.. crap crap crap.

to tell u the truth, I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT THE OPP LEADER WAS SAYING.. asked kak nada, she said bout skills. asked kak intan too. then masing2 blom ad coordination lagi at that time. "ape die cakp ni? what m i suppose to say?? what m i suppose to rebut??"
masing2 agak glabah. haha. first time first time. wakaka.
kak nada pon nk P.O.I but kena gak.. "yes, please sit down."

so, since i dont know the points, i crap lah. crap crap crap crap n crap...
dah la batuk2 lak tu. hahaha.
then masuk first isi, the third speaker from the opp stood n said..
"i didnt quite get what u said."
guess what i said to her?
"U SHUD PAY MORE ATTENTION".. jgn arap nk ulang balik. hahahaha. agak kejam. lol. but not as mean as them! hahah.

then tiba 2nd speaker. WE CANNOT GET THEIR POINTS!! da gabra daaaaaa..... nk cakap pe dlm penggulungan japgi? dah la after her, kak intan pulak nk rebut all their points!! bru tau 1 je.. i p.o.i her twice, kak intan once if im not mistaken. actually, yg ktorang p.o.i tu xde kne mengenepon ngan ap die cakap.. wahahaha.
she even said "the prime minister and her first minister were so blur, they even bla bla......" kujam jugak cakap camtu. but i really was blur. hahaha

then turn kak intan! wa!! suke suke suke! i really love the part when she said "even though 10% in the meritocracy system is for cocurricular acts, still, 90% is for academics! don't u learn mathematics, WHICH is bigger?? 90, or 10???"
wahaha. actually, before tu, i P.O.I, "the gov saved 90, not 9, but 90% for academics bla bla bla".. then derang cakap.. "Well, at least 10% is for the cocu..."

both kak intan n i loved to use to "the national education philosophy" and "survival of the fittest".. wakaka. suka suki je.

but kak intan was great, bersemangat sampai 8 minutes penoh! NO ONE P.O.I her!! hahaa

then i really had to pay more attention during the third speaker from the opp team.
only then i knew their points to oppose academic excellence is the key determinant of a successful life are skills, good personality, n correct-connections.

she said i was so blur, again. YA LA. I GOT THE POINT ALREADY. I WAS BLUR. STOP REPEATING IT.

i P.O.I her 3 kali kot. everytime i p.o.i, i looked straight into their eyes, declaring mental warfare. ngahahahha. this one time, dia cakp something n i said, "please provide a statistics.. tq."
she stumbled kejap. then "according to www.statistics.com/jobless/someting something..."
hahah. i made faces. "YE KEEEEE" wakaka. i know x exist pon. ahah.

selesai. then i had to go front again for reply speech.

terlupa rebut "good personality", n ayat was here n there, xsistematik, i even batuk2 (jatuh kredibiliti..hahaha)...batuk x sudah2 lagi.xseda2, asyik minum ais .. hahah.
habis btol2 4 mins. didnt expect to win.. mse reply speech, i said their third point is sooo selfish. kan kan kak nada, kak intan? selfish gile. smata2 ad cable, u dont need a.e to have a successful life.

kak nada asked, rasa2 bleh menang x? "i donno. they played a good game too."
then kak intan bg semangat.. she said "we've done our best...xpe2.. skang doa je. suh kak nada doa jap.." dia ckp earlier, dia da call her mum to pray for us..

then umum.... i thought he was gonna say "accepted" or "rejected".. but he announced the school name.
"the winner is....S.M.K....." mse tu da pasrah .. ok, smk bakti..we're smka.. "A; Al-irshad!"
alhamdulillah.. salam2, the two girl speakers "it was a very good game, really good game. congrats!".. then salam teachers n judges... then off we go to the canteen.

x makan pon.. kenyang mkn butterflies. lol. (got it?)

sir rosli n sir said gave us their reviews. ckp, we need to improve more. n syahmi said i need to write down for reply, or else i'll go blank...just like i did. "syaza ckp sikit, pastu abes.. xpuas, xcomplete." hahaha. sir rosli told me to control my breath.. inhale byk2 dluk..then baru start talking. u know, ana ad byk mende nk cakap, in a limited time, i tend to speak very fast..

then sir gi balet lagi for final.. to be continued.

NORLIANA SHUHADA SHAKRI

Salam..
AHAKS.
full name auntie! :D

well. ive thought of posting this post long ago (right after the second intake for sbp opened)
but i just didnt have the chance. esok, finally got some rest but i think i just contracted a fever. "-_- astaghfirullah astaghfirullah. moga ada hikmah.

so. after 33 studs got SBP for the first intake, the kementerian decided to take only 3 this time. hahaha.
HOWEVER. one of my greatest friends here got to b enrolled in sbp too!! - SMAP Kajang.
i was happy to know. but then, "will she go?"

then i told her that she got. (im not sure whether she knew oledi o not) .. then asking asking whether she's going or not.
dilemma dilemma. VERY LONG TEXT MESSAGING.
let it be private.

then yesterday, during english drama practice, met her. greet n said; "hye.... auntie, ur going or not?"
*total silence*
aliaa was mad at me for asking that Q. mne x, "since darjah 3 wakkk.. darjah 3..." mata suda berair. ahha. :D.. aliaa was from selayang n moved to penang on CNY holiday 2002; just like me! :D liana was one of her bffs i reckon. :)

then i somewhat bluffing.. "ble lagi nk jumpe? cuti semester june ke?"
"syazaaaa. i nangis gak kanngg!"


enough.
let me tell u bout her.

a very happy go lucky person. met her when i was in form 1. she always waited for Aliaa when i waited for Pijah ..


then in form2, got closer to her. she was brilliant! xtremely brilliant! i like her essays, her poem declamation, her CRACKOing every single time. . .
there was this one time; i chat with her.. some personal friendship stuffs. we were both in the same shoes. yadda yadda u dont have to know everything. (liana, do u still remember?)

then, our grandpapas passed away on 24th March 2007..... :'( .. i dont wanna explain more on this, both she n i will b very sad.

we entered the international commonwealth essays competition. penattt! smpi ad yg ckp we were very sombong at that time. we apologized since we were rushing to send the essays to uk...
yadda yadda.

i always brought home-baked cakes in form2...she brought her own CREAMPUFFS!!! sedaaapp. haha.

then there was this one time, i started calling her "Cracko Master" as she was really cracko n even taught me to be real mean.. ahhahaha. not that mean tough. then i called her Auntie Liana for some reasons.

on her birthday, ad sikit celebration. managed to record it n post it on youtube. ahaks! hope that's gonna be an everlasting memory.. :)

then in form 3 xsme kelas, but we still keep in touch. i can see that  2008 was hard for her ... with the asrama, exams, public n all...oh... nnnn...nnnn... she got twin! lol. pressure was all over her... alhamdulillah, succeeded in PMR despite all those strains ! :)

at least, mse form three i helped her with her public speaking asrama n poem declamation.. :)
paling xleh blah mse form 3, the day kita main2 kat the "tekan2 air" thingie.. she put sooo many coins inside the machine n i was like "what r u doing?" then she twisted the "gimme back my changes" ....n keching kechinnngg!! coins were profusing from the machine! her coins! haha..gilakk. lol.




even until we're in form 4 now..... first week of school in 2009, we were placed in different classes again! then dpt brita, ad rombakan lagi... ad studs yg kne pindah klas so-and-so, ad studs yg kne pindah klas so-and-so... i told her that i wish we could be in the same class. but, aturanNya, xleh lawan.. she was transferred to my class n i was transferred to her class... but still, we are the crackos :')).


God, im so gonna miss her... im soooo gonna miss u lianaaaaaaa....
thanks 4 everything.

go n continue your hijrah. igt, whenever u feel alone, remember Allah. u can call me anytime. tense n all, no worries, innallahama'aki, ma'ana! :)
i wish u all the best in ur hijrah! truskan perjuangan!!! :)

bye2!

oh. n to syafa, x sempat nk kenal lama... so far, uve been a great friend, wish i got to know u more. but then again, smoga berjaya kat sane! aidid n suhana too! :)))


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ari ni the PT's kuar .. but without Hafi!!!! xbaper best but very tiring. penat penattt. nnt citer. lenguh kaki ni. huhuh.


there were a lot of pics of me n her! but i just dont look nice on any photos. ahhaa.

sakura san? apekah? haha

Salam..

ari jumaat tu, sibuk kat buletin, dak2 bertam ckp ad taman sakura.
n i was like, "hah? taman sakura?"
drang ckp kalo g sane amik bawak kamera.

ofcoz, curious nk tgk, i asked my mum to go.

so smlm,
mse jmpe lina, asked her "btol ke kat bertam indah ad sakura?"
"ha? sakura? oowwh. bukan sakura kot. tp mmg cantik laaa."
"what colour?"
"purple2 n putih.. lps tu daun dia banyak gugur, then cuma nmpk ranting n bunga dia la.. cantik la!"
mmg nk tgk sgt. ahah. jakun jakun. lol.
kebetulan smlm abes practice debate awal.. pastuh atok plak ad call suh amik surat kat umah atok.

umah atok dkt je ngan bertam, same district.

lps practice debate, g tgk umah jap. my room da cat! :))))

then ajak mak g tgk. mak ckp, nnt la mse on the way g umah atok karang la.

pastuh petang tu tgk umah lagi. pilih2 grill n pagar.

lps tu baru la btolak g umah mak long..

abah x lalu bertam indah, so xdpt tgk la. pastuh abh tunjuk 1 pokok kertas..
"tu bunga gak." "-_-

then mse sampai umah maklong da petang.. nmpk lawaaaaaaa... spanjang paya keladi tu ad pokok tu, n they are blossoming. lawaaaa...

g umah atok lak time da senja, tp still nmpk. mak ckp "xde kamera ke?" huhuhu. xde2. huhuh
tp lawa la, sepanjang jalan, subhanallah im complementing flowers. "xD
lawa sgt, kalo wat picnic best. hahah. tu pon kalo ad pokok tu kat parks.

mlm2 mse on da way balik, mak cakp "siang2 mesti lawa ni" ... ana ckp.. "cakap da siang tadiii...xnak dgrr..." hahaha.

so kalo korang xleh bayangkan, bygkan pokok sakura je la ek. haha

xlah all pink camni. campo2 purple n white, n ade sikit2 daun... credit:flickr

alhamdulillah found photos to be shared. credits:flickr user named Qaryah Masjid Taman Bertam Indah kot.
nk share sini.. korang leh la g drang nye flickr album untuk tgk more! :)





terima kasih FLICKR QARYAH MASJID TAMAN BERTAM INDAH
lawa sangat gamba. :)

then again, maybe the bunga kertas abah tunjuk tu also one of the trees blossoming very picturesque view for us to see...huhu

balanced

Salam..
skang ni tgh dgr bunyi mesin jahit kat bawah. mak tgh jahit langsir2 4 umah baru.
we went to ape name ntah kedai tu.. (told u i dont remember names very well)
jakel? mcm dr jekyll je.wakakak.

ari tu ari khamis...esok tu syariah n est. g sg petani. i was like "??? ape ke smpi ke sg petani carik?"
"ari tu mak nmpk kedai langsir kat situ. besar. nk tgk le" "oo"

then, msuk sne.. pssst. xbyk pilihan pon. FOR ME. i like tekno2, retro2 nye corak. but then, mak ckp kat abah, "tgk anak dara awak. bunga sikit pon xmo." ahakkks. tp lps ronda punya ronda punya ronda... "xde yg bkenan" "amik je la" "ape2lah".. huhhu. alih2, langsir bunga gak. "-_-
x kira, nk jugak corak len. ade 1 corak tu lawa.. tau abah kata pe ? "cam langsir bilik air je". bwaaahhahrrgggh. hahah.

tp since my mum da penat menjahit.. supermom lah. sume leh wat. ahaks. anak die je lom super gi. eh, super. super mls kot. wakaka.
paling menci handle mesin jahit. KH pon x pnah hafal part2 menjahit ni. wakaka. but suke knitting. i know, granny. haha.

then td ad g kedai jahit. wat baju sekola. yg da hitam kat handcuff, poket. wakaka. then, alang2 tu buat baju raya. I KNOW. AWAL GILE. the aunty said.. "saya tau la. dia punya baju everytime mesti biru punya. xpernah warna lain. dari dulu lagi saya tau. biru tu, anak u punya baju".. hahahahah. obvious sgt kah? haha. kebetulan i was wearing blue shirt n tudung. hehehehe.
EYH. LARI TOPIK.

so ok. pasal balanced. tce nisak ckp.
"awk masuk la ape2pon, tp balanced la dgn awk nye akademik"
allala. i flunked my UP1, like always. xpnah buat btol2 pon exam.. apesal hah?
n yet, i questioned how to be like my brothers ? hoh. gedik sunggo.

u know what. when i study, prepare earlier for exam, kehangatan nk amik pekse tu xtrasa. ahaha. sengal.

senarnye tatau nk cakap pe. membebel sajalah. tp alang2 da tulis, post je la. waka.a

Tahniah!

100% passes again

SMKA Al Irshad in Seberang Prai has done it again. The school obtained 100% passes in the SPM for the second consecutive year.

A total of 127 students from the school in Tasek Gelugor sat for the examination with two scoring 13 straight 1As and another student obtaining 12 straight 1As.

Tasek Gelugor. 12 Mac 2009. SITI Hafizah Roslie (tengah) berkongsi kegembiraan bersama ibubapanya, Roslie Saad dan Bidasari Abdul Karim selepas berjaya memperoleh keputusan cemerlang 13 1A dalam peperiksaan Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM) 2008 di Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Agama (SMKA) Al-Irshad , Tasek Gelugor, Pulau Pinang, semalam.
Tasek Gelugor. 12 Mac 2009. SITI Hafizah Roslie (tengah) dan Ainatul Mardhiah Mohd. Don yang berjaya memperolehi keputusan cemerlang 13 1A dalam peperiksaan Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM) 2008 bersama rakan-rakannya di Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Agama (SMKA) Al-Irshad yang diumumkan sebagai sekolah terbaik Pulau Pinang di Tasek Gelugor, Pulau Pinang, semalam.

Salam..
waaah.
SPM results da kuar!
Tahniah to everyone, n ofcourse my bro n cuzz! :)) n irshadians too! n penangites too!!! :D
now THEY are leaving schooling years... *memories memories*. hahah

Aiiyaaakk.
Next year's gonna be my turn pulak nk duk atas kusi pekse.
I dont know how to score lah!
I mean, how can both my bros got A for sejarah?????? "-_-
along got A2, yan got A1! *ADORE* *ADORE*
me? sejarah? A?
HAHAHA.

i even screwed my UP1 paper.
only the first two or three chapters for all subjects, but i screwed them already. HOW CAN THEY SCORE?????
S.P.M!

huhuhu

moreover, im taking Seni, insyaAllah. ari tu g audition, we'll see whether im talented or not. haha. if im accepted...... *awkward silence*...now im thinking of dropping Seni. huhhuu
13 is too many for a very "diligent" girl like muah. n i dont go for tuition. dont know how to manage my time. n if i cant score better than my bros, both duk sbp, I M DEAD. computers, internet, tv, dvd, beli reference books anytime...alasan utk xdpt better? huhuhu. even all my cuzzins duk asrama! kak ayu, am. fikri pon kot. heh. God, the pressure!!

quote from along. "thank God i was born first". hah! now i have two intelligent brothers just above my head, n having to compete with the rest of the keluarga kembangan, if u know what i mean.

how? hoooowwww...

anyhow,
cuti seminggu ni, kne g skola.
bukan kelas tambahan.
ajar the school public speaker; the intonation, mata, gaya whatsoever.
prepare sound effects as im one of the technicians for english drama.
n.
practice debate.

hoih. omwerk bertimbun.

bukak2 skola je lawan debate that tues. .. the first time i was told to enter debate, i was about to sumpah seranah, but i know i have agama, i have Allah. so, zippit! :D.... then a few days back, i finally know it was teacher lela punya kerja putting my name on the list to be tested... huhuhu.
i shud have been a lot blurrer n mandom-er during the quick test. hahaa. anyway, there must b a blessing in disguise. just sure hope its not a cursing rather than a blessing. ahaha.

alang2, "this house believes that technology has outstripped morality". got any ideas? either u proposed or not. idea idea! needed!
huhu.

n for drama, serik masuk tahun lepas, alhamdulillah thn ni technician je. hak2.

ok then, nk g skola. hari first cuti da kne g school. huhhuhuhu.

salam alayk!

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penat je carik isi 4 technology tu.

rupanya due to our school victory last year, thn ni trus ke semi final. motion : this house believes that academic excellence is the key determinant for a successful life.

for me, i opposed the topic. but since we will never know until wednesday the 25th; government or opposition, i neeeddd

hah . idea idea idea.

btw, lps abes sumer ni, aliaa n hafi ajak masuk hiwar. tingin gak! arabic conversation. bkn susah. hafal jer. wakakak. kalo debate arab tuuuuu. heh. he. h.

then, tetibe izzati pqah ckp.. "charger camne forum?"

"hah? forum pe?"

"bkn ari tu zati dgr cg is sebut nme charger ke for forum bm???"

O.o

nak citer sket!

Salam.. dpt dari hasil berenang2 di blog org. haha. sme2 strive jadik srikandi islam! :)

Siti Fatimah r.a.

Seorang Arab Badwi datang meminta makanan kepada Siti Fatimah r.a. yang terkenal dengan kemiskinannya. Siti Fatimah memberi sehelai kulit kambing yang menjadi tempat alas tidur anak-anaknya agar dapat dijual oleh si Badwi. Tetapi orang Badwi itu enggan menerimanya.

Siti Fatimah r.a. mencari-cari kalau-kalau ada yang boleh diberikannya. Akhirnya dia teringat akan kalung hadiah perkahwinannya, lalu diberikan kalung itu kepada Badwi itu.

Siti Zubaidah

Khalifah Harun Ar-Rashid telah memerintah menterinya meminang Siti Zubaidah untuk dijadikan permaisurinya. Apabila menteri itu menyampaikan lamaran Khalifah, Siti Zubaidah berkata : "Khabarkanlah kepada Khalifah, saya terima lamarannya tetapi hendaklah disediakan mas kahwin buat saya iaitu sebongkah emas." Khalifah Harun Ar-Rashid segera menunaikan permintaan Siti Zubaidah itu lalu mereka pun berkahwin.

Tetapi, Siti Zubaidah tidak menyimpan bongkah emas itu untuk dirinya, sebaliknya digunakan sebagai amal jariah membiayai perbelanjaan membuat sebatang tali air yang menganjur dari Makkah ke Iraq (di Makkah ketika itu selalu kekurangan air).


Zunnairah

Zunnairah adalah hamba kesayangan Abu Jahal kerana kecantikannya di mana dia memang memiliki rupa paras yang cantik. Suatu hari, Abu Jahal dapat merasakan perubahan pada diri Zunnairah kerana sering mengelak untuk ermesra dengannya. Bila diselidik , dia amat terkejut kerana Zunnairah telah memeluk agama Muhammad s.a.w. Abu Jahal menawarkan kebebasan serta harta harta agar dia mahu meninggalkan agama barunya itu. Namun, tawaran itu ditolak oleh Zunnairah. Abu Jahal berasa sangat marah lalu diseksa Zunnairah sehingga menyebabkan dia menjadi buta.

Pada suatu hari, dengan takdir ALLAH s.w.t, sebatan yang diterimanya itu menyebabkan matanya dapat melihat semula. Zunnairah berasa sangat bersyukur dan bertambahlah keimanannya. Tidak lama kemudian, Saidina Abu Bakar r.a. menebus Zunnairah lalu dibebaskannya Selepas itu, barulah Zunnairah dapat mengamalkan ajaran Islam dengan sempurna dan mengecapi kebahagiaan hidup.

wanita golongan yg paling ramai dlm neraka tp paling mudah masuk syurga...srikandi islam ialah mereka yang bersifat pejuang tapi memiliki jiwa hamba..

wah

Salam..

wargh.

lame xblogging, xon..

byk offline messages, byk messages left kat cbox, byk blogger yg da tulis macam2 yg mnarik!

ahaks.

td exam. susa woh. tambah2 bio. huhuhu. T.T

esok arab tinggi, add math, sejarah. wahahah. 1 pon xdisentuh lagi. huah2.

typical last minute me.

so nk citer2 sket ar pasal isu2 semasa.

xbyk pon. nk cepat je.

PPSMI

ppsmi. ppsmi. ok, mungkin bakal mengundang kemarahan ramai org, tp bce je lah.

ana sembang ngan adik ana yg jah 3.

"adik, adik ske blaja math n science dlm bm ke bi?"

"bi"

---hari berikutnya---

"adik, drang nk buang bi .. drang suh blaja math n science dlm bm balik."

*muke terkezut beruk* "knape? drang xske ke?"

"mne akk tau. drang ckp mlmbatkan proses pembelajaran anak2 drang. adik ske x?"

"adik nk dlm bi."

---semalam---

"tu. drang wat demonstrasi; pasl nk hapuskan bi dlm met n sains."

"knape?"

huah2. ok. xdinafikan adik bongsuku Mat Bil sangat suke blaja english. fav subject dia lah since tadika. even my lil bro Apiq yg xgi skola tu pon prefer tgk cartoons in english. asal ktorang tuka bahasa melayu je, dia marah. ngee.

hal ni xde kna mengena ngan yg da mati.

bg ana, ana xkisah pon ekceli nk blaja in english or malay.

tapi, kalo nk ckp english tu susah, ana rase, biar susa skang, jgn susah kendian..

accept the fact, BM bukan lagi lingua franca. buat mse ni, just go with the flow lah. ilmu x terhad pd 1 bhsa je.. andaikan 1 masa nnt. sains n math dlm bahasa arab. korang nk ckp pe?

pastinya, ada yg akn ckp.. budak2 Malaysia susah nk ikut. but at the same time, rase serba salah ngan the fact "arab bahasa syurga" "arab bahasa alQuran" .. heh heh heh.

ape ni? membebel? xnk bace sudah.

ana ulang, ilmu xterhad pd 1 bahasa. mungkin ni nk mudahkan kita for the future, tambah2 nk merantau. baper keratlah sgt yg tau bahasa melayu kat negara2 atas angin?

ada yg nk ckp.. "bapak aku dlu blaja BM je, g luar negara gak." well, bapak aku pon. tp jgn la tgk dr aspek tu. omputih ni besar kepala. ommelayu lg la keras kepala. tapi masing2 tolak ansur lah. realitinya, Bahasa Melayu terlalu byk kata pinjam. tambah plak, bahasa melayu skang ni byk TRANSLASI bahasa omputih. nyampah je dengar. diplomatik. deklamasi. translati. nasional. NASI xde nk ganti nation? tp bila balik ke makna asal, dah mengelirukan. tripod stand. tungku kaki tiga. heh. turgid. segah. huhu.

bukanlah maksud ana nk perkecilkan bhs ibunda tercinta. blaja sains n math dlm BI xbermaksud membelakangkan bahasa melayu. time blaja ye la omputih, tp time kat umah ckp mlayu gak annn. bila blaja dlm bahasa asing, kita da dpt tambah 1 lagi ilmu dlm 1 lagi bahasa. kan da bertambah ilmu. kalau xpaham apa2 cikgu ajar, kengkawan kan ada. kamus kan ada. rajin2 lah. jgn harap org terjemah je all the time. nk berjaya, kena ada usaha. nak berjaya, xkira bahasa. kalau rasa susah tu la 1 cabaran buat kita sumer. pastinya, bila da berjaya, kita akan rasa hasil titik peluh selama ni berbaloi ar..

mcm tu la kot yg ana rasa. tp pada ana, xkisah la nk bubarkan ke idak PPSMI, ana xkisah pon. asalkan blaja, paham, cukup. jgn speaking kan main kat depan, tp satu hapak pon xmasuk. xkan lah cikgu2 xleh tolerate kot nk terang in malay msa luar sekolah..... man jadda wa jada, wa man zaro a hasoda. spe usaha dia dpt. jgn tunggu org suap. pandai2 la carik mende nk makan.

kalau blaja balik in BM, seriously, ana xkisah pon. ana sendiri sekolah luar bandar. jgn nk kata ana skong sbb ana skola bandar.

ok. INI PENDAPAT INDIVIDU. ANA HANYALAH DAK POMPUAN 16 THUN. JGN GADO2 KAY. kalau sebab bahasa je org melayu nk berbalah, nmpk sgt ketidaksefahaman dlm diri masing2. toleransi tu perlu. rasulullah s.a.w sgt sinonim ngan sifat bertoleransi. come on la. mana2 bahasa pon, ILMU. masing2 tau asal usul, masing2 tau kepentingan berilmu. bukanlah nk suh blaja english sampai pandai sampai lupa nk ckp melayu lak.

bayangkan, sorang melayu yg mampu berbahasa melayu n inggeris; dia secara xlangsung mampu mnajdi rujukan buat 2 golongan. golongan pertama, yg hanya mampu berbahasa ibunda, golongan kedua pulak, dia tu mampu menjadi indeks buat drang yg cume tau bahasa inggeris. see what i mean?? scara sedar atau tidak, dia menjadi titik rujuk org untuk bertanya. dia mampu menerangkan sesuatu fenomena dlm bahasa melayu kepada yg melayunya, dan mampu menghuraikan persoalan yg terbuku di dlm diri omputih dgn bahasa drang. jadi, blaja la pandai2 erk.

blaja pandai2 skang ni... memandangkan sesuatu benda dpt diterangkan dgn lebih detail in english. bila da pandai, kumpulkan golongan cerdik pandai ni buat 1 persatuan nk bantu org malaysia, amnya. blaja pndai2 sampai bila org tanya; "sape si polan tu?" "org melayu" "orang malaysia" . bila negara dah terkenal balik, (accept the realities, singapore lg dikenali), barulah kita naikkan SEMULA bahasa yg satu masa dahulu jadik lingua franca. time tu lah bahasa melayu kembali di darjat teratas. tp igt, walau apa pon, bahasa arab bahasa syurga. ngeeeee.

hahahah.

tp kalau dah mmg yakin, pasti, affirmative yg bangsa melayu xkan dpt maju dgn bahasa asing, terpulanglah.

kalau camtuh, malaysia patut buat sesape nk blaja kat sini, mesti learn basic malay! only then, bru leh martabatkan bahasa. tp blom dpt martabatkan bangsa. sbb martabat sesebuah bangsa bkn hanya terletak pada bahasa. tgk aspek lain. di mana kita?

pendapat sahaja. cicipan burung pipit sekecil kita ni x dpt nk lawan garuda yg menongkah langit kat atas tu. tp, kita tak tahu Allah maha mengetahui. kalau kita bantah macam mana pon, sokong macam mana pon, kalau dah Allah xizinkan, ada lah hikmah dia.. :)) tp 2-2 pihak dah ikhtiar. kita tunggu lah pengaturanNya. harapkan yg terbaik buat semua org, amiin. :)

ok, seterusnya.

penggunaan Allah dlm agama bukan agama Islam.

Allah maksud Tuhan kan?

negara lain yg guna bahasa arab as their mother tongue, mmg guna Allah ganti "Tuhan", walaupon bukan beragama islam. ana dgr sendiri dlm radio 2 tahun lepas. kalau berjanji pon, drang gne "insyaAllah"..

TAPI

tu bg negara2 cam tu.

kalau negara cam negara kita ni, ana rasa, penggunaan Allah dlm kitab2 bukan islam, mmg akan mengelirukan. tp jgnlah kita melenting "Allah hanya untuk Islam!" .. perkataan Allah itu perkataan dr bahasa arab. kalau diikutkan, ayat tu pon salah. Allah, Ar Rahman Ar Rahim. Allah memberi rahmat kat seluruh umat manusia, xkira agama, bangsa, whatsoever, tp allah maha pengasih to yg beriman. kita as umat Islam mesti yakin, Allah itu satu. yang menjadikan semua org di muka bumi ni. mmg fitrah manusia beragama, walaupon ada yg terpesong. tp sekali lagi, untuk negara mcm Malaysia yg mensinonimkan penggunaan Allah dgn agama Islam, jgn lah bg guna dlm kitab2 lain. ana takut nnt ada segelintir remaja yg xske siasat lebih lanjut, tersilap langkah, nauzubillah min zalik.

tp tu lah, jgn melenting lgi kalo g negara2 arab.. drang gne Allah, tgk2 non muslim. itu bahasa drang. drang take perkataan Allah dr segi bahasa. kita, dari segi Syariat. :))

erk. sumer citer sal bahasa. ana pon mmg rojak je ckp. bahasa baik melayu, baik english, baik arabiyyah, 1 pon xpnah master. ahahha.

esok arab! add math! sejarah!

salam alayk!

:)

***tambahan***

terima kasih, syukran jaziilan kak syahidah, yg sudi beri komen . :)

wargh, ramai yg nk kembalikan BM dlm nk blaja sains ni. abg ana pon kalo x silap. :D

hujah , kajian drang (tgk kat link blah kiri dlm chatbox).. mendalam.

tahniah2. :)) mcm ana ni pihak minoriti, wakaka. so, ana terima dgn terbuka sebarang keputusan yg nk dibuat xlame lagi..

wassalam.

oh, n my friends hve been asking.

"CHARGERR!!! NAPE WAT PRIVATE???"

well, saje je. igt nk buat sampai bila2. tp, minggu exam je la private. ahhahaah.

semalam punya

9 mac 2009
12 rabiulawal 1430h

ntah knapa blogger.com xleh bukak?
oh well, mic word lah jawabnye.

since ana nk pekser esok, ana buat satu blog post ringkas.

salam maulidurrasul to all; moga nabi junjungan s.a.w berterusan mnjadi tauladan ummmah..

sme2 kte renungkan.
segala perit jerih nabi muhammad s.a.w demi menegakkan kebenaran sehingga apa yg ada hari ni.
tapi syang, xramai yg sudi mengikut ajaran Allah n Rasul s.a.w. form4, bab mempersendakan agama. bace sndiri la. haha.

sme2 kta bangkit mmbina saf kepimpinan baru dlm menegakkan kebenaran agama yg syumul ni; walaupun tanpa bayangan baginda s.a.w

persetankan semua kepentingan duniawi yg mengenepikan agama dlm sesuatu urusan. pe nama, sekularisme?

oh, tgk iklan konsert maulidur rasul. pandai lak siti pakai tudung. huah2. evil laugh evil laugh. harap maklum, tidak dinyatakan di sini siti mana, konsert mana. siti peah kah? siti jijah kaH? hueh2.

ok ar, all the best to all spm candidates; especially to my DEAR brother, MUHAMMAD SYAHIRAN BIN SURAINI. ahaks. dup dap dup dap. n ofcoz, to my cuzzins kak ayu, am n fikri. all the best to u too, n sumer spm candidates la sluruh mesia. ade luar mesia? hueh2.

yg penting, kte kne igt.. kalo Allah cepat makbulkan doa kte, Allah sygkan kte. kalo lambat, Allah nk uji kte. kalo Allah xmakbulkan , means He got something a lot better for u in the future...

oh, n if u've prayed gazillion times for what u desire, but didnt get what u want, remember, He really does answer your prayer, only he said "No." it is sometimes okay to have No for an answer. :)

k. sok exam. though, i m not going to shove my brain with lots n lots of bio notes whatsoever right after blogging. but, if i didnt read at least a sentence, or even just hold the book, there was this aura n whispers .. "bace buku..bace buku.." but , if u know what i mean. xbace pon. hiasan n spaya comfortable sahaja. ahahha.

prepare for the unexpected.

oh, n ari tu ada gotong royong n klas ktorang xramai datang geram gile n what m i saying???? kate nk off da? ok la. till then. salam.

Happy Birthday Wardah!

Salam..
We've been friends since 2002. :))
love u always Wardah.
Have a great birthday there in Negeri Sembilan. :))
didnt get to wish u as u didnt CALL ME! ok2. phone umah rosak, i dont blame u.

just,
may Allah bless u,
have a great future ahead,
take care especially iman! :))

oh, n not to forget! another schoolmate since primary, Asyraf! on 3rd march. :)

as for me,
EXAM NEXT WEEEKK

ok, so not this Korean one..

also, not this one. anyhow,

let's just hope i wont do this on the papers.

huhuhu.
pray me all the best. tq

++++just knew++++
farah liyana 2nd march
zati syazana 3rd
syafiqah shark 3rd oso.
more to come? :D