So, the results. (updated)

Surah Al-Baqarah Ayat 216 :
“Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak ketahui.”

Salam..
ok. as i promised, i will tell u the result, no matter what.
i told myself to b as lackadaisical as possible, n i did, i guess.

my bros were making me a lot more nervous on the results EVE..huah3. ske suki je..

"habis la akak..."
"akak xleh tido la malam ni..."

texted atiqah (started calling her "atiqah" instead of tunku/tk after the this-is-afiqah-n-this-barulah-atiqah thingie on the phone last several years... hahaha. igt lagi x? :D) till 1+ am i supposed! chatted randomly, PMR, McD, haha... "satu tiga ratus, satu tiga satu tiga ratuss.." :D i read her last message n decided not to reply (haha. sori3), cuz i know, if i do, i would eagerly b waiting for her reply, n if that happened, i will never ever get to sleep. huah2.

took me bout 30min to fall asleep after reading the message. the guilt for not replying the message..huah2. (this is me, ana sll make sure ana la org last yg reply o yg last ltak tepon) n of course, the 'will i's n 'what if's started ringing in my mind, non-stop!
tuned on IKIM.fm...ZzZzZzZzZ... unbelievably, i actually did manage to sleep. huah2.

OK2. so, woke up a lil bit late, 6.38am!!! xdpt nk Qiam n such....

time tu da rase .. lain macam. solat hajat n subuh....... online FS n MS n YM n MSN kejap...
then g sidai kain.... pastuh makan..disebabkan neves, nk cpt.. i took a bowl n a fork for myself only to eat da fried bihun..

"ambik la kat abah, sume skali.... ni amik kat die sorang je..haiii..aja..aja.."

ALAMAK. MAK DA MARAH. AAA. PETANDA TAK BAIK PAGI NI.

abes makan tu, forum kat iluvislam , bkk thread result pmr.
bace 1 post from a sensei..
kurang lebih bunyi dia cmni..
"b4 pgi skola tu, masih ad masa nk solat hajat, solat dhuha.... lepas solat, muhasabah dirii.. pk apa salah kita kat Allah , apa salah kita kat orang lain seblom ni....muhasabah lama sikit.... suoaya kita boleh terima walau apa pon ketentuanNya. bende ni da tertulis, tinggal utk adik2 rungkai je.. n masa tu la, kena blaja menerima....."

fuh. mse tu, dup dap dup dap.
but i said to myself..
"TOMORROW 2 HOURS LATER MAY B EVERYTHING, BUT WHATEVER HAPPENS, LIFE STILL GOES ON" kate2 tunku atiqah tengku hamnet dalam mesej terakhirnya *telah diubah suai sbb bukan tomorrow da. 2 hours to go...* hahaha. =D

so, mandi, put on my baju sekola. *alamak. baju ni da nak ketat. da makin gemok*
oh. tudungku sungguh kuning... hahahaha. gile lain warna ngan warna baju...baju putih biru, tudung putih kuning . baccckk to da topic. haha'

abh tanya.. "nak bawak camcoder, charge ar".

"xmo arrrrrr...bkn tau pon dpt pe..."

utk mghilangkan gntar, bukak la IKIM.fm lagi, hoping that i would hear the DJ saying "ooo...smoge bjaye to adik2 yg amik kputusan PMR hari ni ye".. but no, i missed that part. petanda lagi petanda.
so dgr la lagu2 nasyid... n berita dlm bahasa arab by mona jasman (hampeh x paham pon. kene brush lagi nih; dgr "anwar ibrahim" "sami velu" "malizia" je. akakak)...

n i saw my bro Yan da siap. "aik die ikut ke?" dalam baper minit lepas tu, along plak da siap.
"aik. ikut jugak ke?"
then my mum lps solat, siap.. "along, bawak kamera tu."
n i was like,
JANGAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.....
JANGANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

but no, they even brought 2 cameras. "man, i would b so embarrassed kalo dpt terok...."

so Along drove us to school, my school. 1 famili tuuuu! apiq je tido xmo bangun n abah g keje.

sampai2 sane,
"adik! simpan kamera!"
"nk bawak jugak!"
"simpan laaaaaa"
then my mum.. "alah, bukan nk tgkap gamba kakak. gmba kawan2 kakak...kakak perasan pulak.."
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

so, ku berjalan pantas mencari aliaa, nabilah n hafi. jmpe aliaa n liana. we held hands, sejuk2. ahaha. gelak2 bg ilang rase nervous..
tp terasa..
"ni jangan gelak skang, nangis kemudian da la"....aih . petanda lagi petanda lagi..

some of my friends da tau result drang. ye la, yg dpt insider's info...so, xde ar nervous sgt kan!!
x aci xaci. huhuh... pastu pjah said sekolah seblah (smk pokok sena) da siap balik da. dapat da pon. yg skola ktorang wat analisis ape lame sangat....da kol 11 lebeyh dah... called atiqah, tanye da dpt lom. "kte ad kat umah lagi".. called cuzzin wani, xangkat. called syawal, mcam off. * i just knew she lost her sim card. hak3. called wardah, she didnt pick up the fon. called tengku, "the number that u've dialled is not in service"... huhuhu...

adik aliaa, amni

sembang2, jmpe lps sorang sorang, salam2....wishing all the best... g kat parents jap...
dalam tengah sembang2 tu.. hafi ckp.. "hafi, lagi seminggu nk kuar result baru kalut2 nk solat hajat..." huhuhu. membuatkan ktorang terdiam. terpikir2.. "a'a kan." huhuh..

then drang kate 1/3 je dpt all a's..percentage menurun thn ni.. lalallala...xmo dgr xmo dgr....
pastuh nmpk sumer cikgu kelas da bawak slip pekser!!!
ad muke hepi, ad muke sudeyh.

pstu drang kate, ade abg reporter tu ckp menurun, 2 tercicir result, 3 failed... aaaa...xmo dgr xmo dgr...
i saw reporters da menunggu. trying to ran away from the lense. tau2 ar, lensa photographer sgt tajam. i hate candid pictures of me. but i love to candid others. hahaha. xadil sungguh.

da pnat tunggu owh. haha.

then along ckp pengetua da masuk dwan..
masuk dwan...
pengetua bebel bg amanat jap..menyatakan kekecewaan..

tu je nk citer buat masa ni. ngantok. bye. sok sambong kot, insyaAllah...

-------part2-------
cg shakir n pengetua suh masuk dewan..
but we didnt want to; i mean; jalan lambat2 la kan. haha.
"ai. dok takot2 pa macam x pernah masuk dewan??" akakak. amik. sebijik. *paaapp*
masuk ar ktorang ke dewan yg serba indah tu..

pengetua ckp bg analisis..... menurun...... n dia kuciwa... only 62 dapat 9A's, 50 dapat 8a's, 19 dapat 7a's, the rest x ingt. then atiqah called. tp x bape nk dengaaa... menci tol line camnih. i tried to speak louder in the middle of stillness . ok, xde la silent mane. huhuhu..n mase tu all eyes tgk ana.... heh. heh. *hello, friends.* ahaha.

anis n amal. :)

cg shakir mula sebut 9A's... igt kot ikut abjad. start dgn pa'aq~...then name2 budak2 pandai yg mmg dijangke pon. huah2. din, caet, yu, sume tu... then name lina, farah.. *owh. ikut klas kot.*... lina xdatang, pgi turkey, x aci . haha. (congratzzz!!)
then aliaa; yang mmg satu sekola da jangka dia boleh dapat, da nanges2 da.... "if alphabetically, why my name's not there?" pastu.. "ALIAA SHAFINAS BINTI MOHD DON"... hah, pgi pgi. hak2. then "NOOR NABILAH BINTI SAHAUMI"....waaa.. 2 of the Pensel Tekan Rangers da dapat!! i held hafi's hand...lepas sorang sorang name dak 3af cikgu sebut...abes name dak pompuan, msuk nme dak laki.... hafi ckp. "xpelah charger...kita xde da..berserah. " HAFIZATI BINTI ISHAK...(congratz!!) waaaaaaaaaaaaa.... korang da dapaattt!!! n mse tu, i tried to muhasabah, so that i'll face whatever is gonna happen at that time, i must accept it, life MUST go on.

hafi n aliaa

maka berlegar2 la khilaf2 mse jawab soalan..
SEJARAH - serius, main bulat2 je. seriusli!! n i wasnt hoping for an A! but i do hope for a miracle.
MATH - tahun ni baru sekali dapt A, tu pon soklan senang. soklan2 sekola asek C, D je.... pastuh i didnt do the exercises every day....selagi xde omwerk, xwat la soklan2 math. n ad sejarah di mana mechanical compass ana buat hal which led me to .......... nnt cite. ahahah.
SCIENCE - agak merapu kat paper 2.
BAHASA MELAYU.. penulisan. tengah pening2 sket mase tu...maybe sbb org kate "knapa puasa?? xtakut ke?? kalau aku xbrani la..."..... ayat pon tunggang langgang, peribahasa sumer masuk last minutes. make nampaklah banyak cabang2 "Y" terbalik kat paper tu. n yeah, I DIDNT EVEN FINISHED READING FORM 2 N FORM 3 NOVEL 4 KOMSAS. amik kau. hahah.
GEOG - i hate facts. ni pon antara adik beradik sejarah je. main bulat2... n bila sembang2, banyak pulak yg x btol. x harap gak utk dapat A, tp harap utk 1 keajaiban yg baikk..
ARAB - nape org lain ckp susa but i think i can do it? lain macam je. but i hope i can score this one.
PEND ISLAM - hukum2 tu not sure...but i think this is one of the papers ana boleh score, insyaAllah.
ENGLISH - oke2 sj. i had my hopes on this paper too la...
KH - never got an A bila buat latihan. asek C je. tp tiap kali exam, i got an A. the Qs were confusing. but i sooooo want an A for the paper.

fuh, abes review sumer paper... fikir2... ana ni malas orgnye. keje sembang je. xsembang, online.. pastuh mcm xde usaha plak nk dpt A. banding ngan derang2 yg da dapat, mmg nmpk derang PULON gile nk dpt 9A. so i'm okay with it. i deserved not to ace all subjects...

mse tgh flashback tu, 3-3 drang.. "syaza! syaza! syaza!" but no, it's still not my name. itsokaaay.. xde pon xde la. but then..NUR SYAZA..DINA..DIYA..DIYANAH *the typical asal-name-budak-ni-panjang-sangat-susah-nak-sebut-plak-tu thingie* BINTI SURAINI. said alhamdulillah, covered my mouth with my left hand. don't ask me, i dont even know y did i do that. as a sign of gratitude (?) or just a spontaneous, weird body language? haha. (so ok, u knew my result n decided not to know more. kan?) ok. u can stop here. daaa.. thanks 4 readiinng. n thanks sbb doakan.

nk bace lagi? skati ar.

turun pentas, pgi kat aliaa, bila n hafi... "alhamdulillah, 4-4 org kite bjaye weeyh!" ... n i was hoping to hear pjah's name. tp xde. 8A's! (congratz pjah!!) but she got C for arabic.... yg dpt 8a's ramai xdpt 4 Arab... my mama Aniisah pon dpt B for arabic, but u did great, mama!! luv u always! liana, auntie, i love u too! congratz dpt 9a's, hope we still together2 kan! :)) (oh, n i saw ur pic on the paper today!!! hahah)

intebiu intebiu. terpaksala korang ngaku kawan baik. ahaha. jk3.

so, lps dapat tu, as i promised atiqah, i would call her later. called her. tapi still line x baper elok. susa btol la. she got 7A's! (congrats!!) . told her i'll call her again when i got home, line tepon umah sedap telinga mendengar lagi. haha.

ramai lagi name2 yg disebut lepas tu. pgi kat mak, cium tangan, pipi. *muah muah*.. aha.
pak cik called, tanye cmne... ckp tahniah. wani x dpt lagi. but I KNOW LAAAA. even ANA YANG MSE TRIAL DLU DAPAT 5A,2B,2C (gred skola. gred negeri, 7A2B) pon alhamdulillah 9A's, ni kan plak my cuzz yg dapat 8A's mase trial!!! i knew she can do it la!

then pgi balik kat ramai2 tu..tunggu nama2 abes disebut. bila kate syahid da nangis da. sbb name dak kelas ktorang da abes sbot da. rupa2nye cikgu sebut random!! nama dia last skali.... n billy's second last. (congratz!!) dak kelas ktorang cam ramai je yg dpat 9a's n 8a's, alhamdulillah. :)

pastuh mase jalan2 tu, got message from this weird number. ouh, aussie number. "hi syaza. ni anis raihanah. camne result???" we texted macam gune nombor biasa je. i dont even know how much does it cost. biar biar. ukhwah ukhwah. haha. she got 9a's too, alhamdulillah (congratz!!)...

najla :) u knew already!! x aciii. haha.

adoi, mmg lame nk tunggu panggey 112 org 9 n 8 a's.. lps tu ad sesi bergamba. saw abah n apiq baru sampai. salam2. cium tangan pipi. *muah muah lagi*.

pastuh salam cikgu2 sumer.. ckp kat cikgu pau.. "CIKGU! CAMNE SAYE DAPAT A SEJARAH? SERIUS CIKGU, SYE BULAT2 JEE.." cikgu gelakk je. cikgu ckp..rezeki kamu.... tahniah tahniah...

ya, ana da byk berdosa dgn Allah, dgn parents, cikgu, kengkawan... (my brothers, sori. xmo mntak maaf. ahahaha. ok2. dosa ngan drang gak laaa..) but He gave me what i asked for. THANKS, ALLAH. to kawan2 yg xdpt pe yg korang harapkan, it's all fine la.. ad hikmahnye...
eh jap2. x abes lagi.

O.o.. they said my mum looks like Ustzh Najihah?

so, balik tu, g tgk umah jap. called diyana, sembang, she got 9, congratz!! n suwadi pon.. :)... texted adilah nazneen, nureen, capik noor...tanya2 drang. alhamdulillah, korang pon congrats!! :)

balik umah, abh beli pizza. solat zohor, mkn. abh tanya nk ape; cash or things? i dont know. remember the day i told u bout my dad buying a camcoder here? my mum ckp.. "da beli camcoder da ari tu..." T.T.. hahah. xpk lagi nk ape.
a camera lagi kot. hahahaha. my bros suh beli PS3. like, HAH? SAPE YG MAIN NNT? hahah. mse dlm keter, Along ckp.. "akk nk ape?" ...Syabil tetibe je ckp, dgan gaye wise old apeknye, "AKAK MESTI NK BELI NOVEL NYE..." satu keter gelak!! ahahaha. Yan ckp.. "novel pe?" .. adik jawab.. "ala, novel yg pmpuan2 kat depan tu.." .. aha, ok, i admit it. my novels, kebanyakan, cover dia pompuan bertudung or berpurdah. huah3.

petang tu, hujan2. lebat kejap. then reda. called atiqah, wardah, oh, n hertina tahir! tahniah la korang.. texted cipah, she got 7a's also! (congratz!!) wardah, tido... she was quite upset la. got B for arabic n english... lek ok. baru pmr. spm lg penting. pmr, lulus x lulus, kita naik f4 gak kan... jdkan mende ni batu loncatan/ trigger utk korang berusaha 4 spm. jgn x tau, mostly yg dpt straight a's 4 pmr akn lupa diri n x score 4 spm...nauzubillah min zalik... ok? allah da tentukan sebaik2 ketentuan... ad hikmah. smiillee. :) tp sedeyh jugak kan, cuz ad friends yg x dpt nk same2 share this happiness. ye la, i know. ckp senang je kan. but at least we've tried. :) jgn iso ar. Allah xkan bg bebanan yg korang xdpt tanggung... kira bertuah la korang diuji. bila korang sabar, dapat pahala.. :))

ok. tu je kot nk citer tkt ni. kalo ad igt lagi, i add later. ok.

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some of the 9a's :)
some of the 8a's :))