Salam..
i checked the sbp offers... only 32 students from my batch got sbp.. most of them got science n intergrated school....9 got KISAS; including BILA!!
i was so flabbergasted, n happy that at least one of us got to go somewhere..
since i slept at 8 and woke up at 1 am.. i couldnt sleep thinking of how to tell her!
i sent her a text message "salam, bila!! congratz! tau x dpt masuk mane????"
at 2 am!! :D
but no, she didnt reply..
ye ar. da tido da kawan tu.haha
since x boleh tido, trus g skool this morning.. excited to c her facial xpression!!
but at the same time, i thought of what it's gonna b like, without her.......
she was like; the first girl to actually made me cried in front of a person. before this, i cried with my pillows....blanket... phone..... lalalal. next2..
so ok. sampai skola. everi one's talking bout the offers...
sampai la bila naik klas..
"BILA!!!! KISASSS!!"
n she was like, "eleh. sje nk uji"..
"WEY! btol la!! awk dpt kisas!!!"
she was taken aback.
and tears rolled down aliaa's cheeks...
"weyyy.. kalo hang tak dakkk..........tsk tsk.."
mse kat chemistry.. she was thinking real deep...x concentrate pe cg ajar.. i was about to
cry but tahan dlu tahan dlu..
told her to think of this offer thoroughly. like, KISAS tu! bak kata hafi, irresistable offer!
but she was like, "aku x mintak pon nk dapatttt... aku xmo pikiaqqq.....bkn aku yg nak kisass...... hafi yg nk kisas....awat aku plak yg dapatttt????"
"setiap bnde ad hikmah dia bila..."
"abes tu... problems???"
"awk take this either as a way to run from ur problems, or as a way to make u the saviour.. pk abes2 owh.. peluang ni x dpt byk kali..." mse ckp tu mcm nk nangis da. tatau nape.
i want her to go, this is something really great for her; but i was afraid to hear "i accept"...
mse balik from chemist, ktorang jln lambat2..
aliaa was crying again n again..
"what if bila accept??"
"xpe la. kebaikan dia kan.. cita2 dia... kita as friends kne sokong.."
"im gonna miss her..real much"......
tahan lgi nangis tahan lagi...
sembang jap ngan pjan razeif... die dpt SAINA kot... but mcm xpgi. nta la.
then mase sub2 lain pon ktorang cam mmg xleh gile nk concentrate..
she was in a dilemma..
kalo org lain dapat, rse da pack siap da barang. hak3.
i kept telling her.. "tanya ur mom.. pk masak2... xpe. but kalo kte, kte sarankan awk pegi.."
aliaa pon.. "all i can say, if u wanna go, then go! ape2hal, we're always here, always together"
bila plak.. "ooo.. halau aku..."
adoi.. bkn laaa. then aliaa nangis nangis lagi...
she pointed at me..
"WHY ARENT U CRYINGGG?????"
hak3. akhirnya bercucuran jugak air mata kuwh. aduh. mahal nih. bkn snng org nk tgk. even my family xpnah tgk... korang kate kte xde perasaan la sangat kan.
tp xde yg lain prasan pon. hahaha. slamat lagi. LOL.
bila ckp..
"weyy.. aku x putuskan lagi hampa da nk nangis2.. aku x decide lagi aku nk p ka dak.."
nta knapa. even u havent decide it yet, da trasa kehilangan tu..
ape2hal. i am prepared for any splitting. setiap pertemuan diselangi perpisahan...
i have to accept it. kalo da rezeki bila kat sane, then, she must go for it!
ana tulis kat satu kertas, bg bila baca... chorus part lgu devotees .. sahabat...
Duhai sahabat dengarkanlah
Bicara hatiku ini
Meskipun jarak memisahkan
Namun tiada noktah kasih
Biarlah waktu menentukan
Nilai ukhwah yang terjalin
Teruskanlah perjuangan
Hingga ke titisan darah terakhir
Dan aku masih di sini
Terus mendaki puncak tertinggi hidupku
Dan aku
Terus menanti saat yang manis
Akan berulang kembali
Sahabat
....
ape2hal bila, UKHWAH TETAP UKHWAH. IRSHADIANS WITHOUT BORDERS..
im so gonna miss u.. n yg len2 lg 31 org yg dapat!! hahak.. focus kat bila je..
:D
btw, ntah knapa..tiba2 semakan tawaran ditutup....bukak balik this 24. hmm.
~ya Allah. Bantulah saudara2ku di Palestin. Pasakkan iman dan aqidah kami ya Allah~
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8 org bernyanyi riang.:
La tahzan..jangan sedih-sedih dik..=P..berpisah dengan kawan-kawan tu biasa la..atu hari nanti pun awak masuk universiti..kerja..berpisah lagi..jumpa orang baru..kawan baru..
Tak dapat SBP..oh..buat rayuan boleh kan..Apa-apa pun semoga berjaya!..=P
a'a tu la.
kalo lagi lame kenal, mesti lagi terasa kan kesan nk berpisah. :D
buat masa ni, x trasa pon nk amik sbp.. tapi ntah, parents suro. ikut je la. dpt x dpt, blakang kira... hmm. :)
thanks! :)
bestnya bestnyaaa dpt offer!
ahhh. sy dpt tak nnt arh? bukanla nak pg pon kan. ugh. trial pon tak amek dah pkir dahh.
camne akak cekkan utk kawan2 akak?
dorg dpt offer thru skola ke?
bestnyaa. rapat gila akak ngn kawan2 akak. dunno but it seems like a real frenship to me. baek mmg baek. mcm tade agenda tersembunyi je.
sy rase korg kan, mst takkan lost contact punye. btol. sbb nmpk mmg mcm xleh dipisahkan dah. insyaallah.
kenapa sy rase ukhwah budak2 akola biase tak sehebat ukhwah skola mcm akak, ngn asrama ahh?
andand,
klu nak masuk asrama form 4, pengoffer tu fokuskan kat budak2 yg mmg da sbp, integrasi, mrsm ke haa b4 dorg tgk kualiti budak gov?
musykil lak sbb kwn2 akak byk gila dpt ni.
akak taknak sbp ke??
tape. sbb akak pon da integrasi kan. environment pon da bagos.
sbp budak2 kdg2 mcm2 hal. pening nnt. klu akak nk masuk asrama pon,
masuk yg kuat agama bolela. ceh pandai2 je nasihat. huhu
ps; jgn masuk sms selangor!!!
*jahat nya sy ni X)*
akak ckp akak tak dpt??
asal lak??
bukan akak pandai gila and active gila ke?
kwn2 akak yg laen tu pandai gila gila and active gila gila ke?!
takotla.
sy taknak mcmane pon utk gi asrama lagi.
tp mane la tau kot2 keadaan memaksa ke, adela option kann.
ahah.. insyaAllah, kalo rezeki kat sbp/sekola len, dapat la. kalo rezeki amalina kat smklk, kat situ la. ;)
x ar. akk check kat internet. akk keyin sume org nye angka giliran. muahahaha. :D
tu r. ni la konsep ukhwah. bertemu berpisah kerana Allah.. sedih2.
insyaAllah x lost contact...insyaAllah!!
xsemestinye.. ukhwah x knal tempat. maybe ad stud skola akk sniri x rse khangatan ukhwah tu.. maybe skola sukan pon kuat gile ukhwah drang. hik3. depends on masing2. :))..
mcm mne drang offer, akk pon tatau la. random ke.. pilih ke.. tatau la plak. :D rajen2 nnt akk tanye la org MOE. hahah.
nta la. akk x minat pon nk masuk asrama. org ckp akk anak mak, tp mak akk ckp..
"bukan rindu mak nnt...rindu komputer die.."
ahahhahah. :D btol la kot. LOL.
tgk dlu la. kalo ad time2 desperate yg memerlukan penghijrahan, akk pgi je. =)
sms selangor? KUSESS?
nape?? cite cite. ahhah
woahh. akk pandai?? akk aktif??
tidak tidak. akk sangat la x aktif masuk skola menengah ni. ahah.
bukan rezeki akk kat sbp. :D
a'a. doakan la yg terbaik. kte tatau kan ape nk jadi. btollah tu; kalo keadaan memaksa, at least ad option kan. kalo x, u got no where to run.. :D
kalau rezeki sy kat smklk, better be nothing goes wronglah kan.
sbb kawan2 yg sekepala ala2 baek tu nnt ramai bercita2 nak pindah. klu tak dpt asrama pon, parents dorg at least nak melawati. skola pandaila katekan.
nnt sy tertinggal sorg2 kat sini ngn budak banjir.
menakutkan XD
bertamu dan berpisah kerana allah.
sedih2 pon tp bila dgr, terus tenang hati kan X)
maybe tgk org la kan,
nak jdkan ukhwah tu utk ape.
tp mmg bestla ukhwah akak ngn kwn2 akak ni.
'tgk dlu la. kalo ad time2 desperate yg memerlukan penghijrahan, akk pgi je. =)'
samasama!
taktaula kusess ke ape ke (kusess tu ape? XD),
tp skola kwn sy la.
rsnye sms selangor.
perangai budak kat situ mcm2.
dating merata2.
kdg2 senior cam saiko gilaa,
klu da tak ske someone tu,
mmg kena sgt laa.
dahla histeria kena rasuk siap msuk paper.
kwn sy tu bila org laen tak kne pon, die still kne. tp die kire kuat ar sbb dpt control diri die.
mcm2laa.
tp msti la kan ade yg baek2 belaka, cume yg sy salu sgr yg psl tak best je la kan.
haah. kena ade option. sy ni bila2 mase bole tukar pikiran, nak taknak. adehh.
huhu.. kre sume nk blah la nih??
bdk banjir? meaning? :D
a'a, sedih2 pon, itulah yg bagi kita tenang ble dgr kan. :D
ntah, KUala SElangor Science School kot.. KUSESS..
yeah?
0.0
boleh culture shock nnt. lol.
a'a kan, nta2 byk lagi yg elok2 sal skola tu kita tatau. :D
yup; at least ad option dr terperangkap! :D
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