gloomy days.

Assalamualaikum.
I think these past few days haven't been so great. Somewhat serious, not too lackluster, but yea, kekacauan jiwa. tp xde la jiwa kaco yg trok. some stuffs.

NUMBER ONE:
"Syaza. Ana perlukan ptolongan anti skrang ni."
"eh. mngapakah? xD"
"susah la. cmana kita nak tarbiyah budak2 espeseli f3,f4 aspuri?"
"hooo~ mcm parah je bunyi. asal? amende jadi?"
"depa dengan slambanya *tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut* [perbuatan dirahsiakan]"
"Allahh. beraninya. ramai ke?"
"adalah bbrp. ramai la jugak. masalahnya, bila nk tego, form kita p0n ada gak. Jidin *bukan nama sebenar* hari2 siap~"
"er. susa la kalo cmtu. kna buat halaqah kot. nk ckp, stress on TOLONGLA JANGAN CONTOHI BENDA XELOK."

hadoi. xdpt nk nafi, what ever it is, people look up to our form. and sadly, they often look at the wrong side.
tambah2 adik form 1 [walopon xde lagi]
kan ari tu ktorang da ckp [banat sahaja. time tu banin nga main pe tah]
"korg kalo nk wat pa pe, jgn la tgk form ktorang sgt . seriously akk nk ckp, form ktorang trok kot."

tambah menyakitkan bila baca kat blog tasha dlu.. that is one hell of a problem.
Kakak A cakap buat "benda ni xboleh."
Adik B yg xbersalah g kat Kakak C, kakak C kata "pale hotak xboleh." hoih~

i hate the fact skola kita ada title "AGAMA" besar2 kat pintu gerbang, kat lencana, kat buku tulis, etc etc tp budak2 kat dalam mcm xblaja Islam Ed, not even pendidikan moral kot. huhu. ok, mcm over sgt nk describe. tp bia la metaphor sket. ahhaha. xD

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NUMBER TWO.
"Syaza. apa kita nak buat kalo hati rasa ksong"
PEOPLE LOOK FOR ME AND YET I HAVE NO IDEA.
PEOPLE DO NOT WANT THE TYPICAL, CLICHE ANSWERS : dkatkan diri ngan Allah, bc quran, solat ~
i dont know. im nobody. dont make me look oh-so-great. huu ~.~
even the person asking me that Q i think is WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY MUCH BETTER.

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NUMBER THREE.
it's bout debate.
debate M6 da nak mula this april.
ANNND, ada debate UIA, interschool debating championship.. ada english, ada arabic, ada malay.
bahas da anta 2 team, n adilla suh join 4 the debate.

tatau nk g ke x. seminggu. 16-21 april kot.
sebelum ni mak xpenah2 p0n xbg masuk/pergi mana2 kan. tp kali ni.
"ntah bila la nk blaja tu~"
hahahahhaa. indirectly. xD
tp ok pe kan, it'g gonna be national level, then dpt kawan ramai.
paling menakotkan, ada one hour preparation for each motion! huhu. takot aan. huhu.

tatau la cmne nnt.

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NUMBER FOUR.
i feel like giving up on chemistry.
FULLSTOP.
huhu.

ok. done.
skang nk btau, i met my long lost friend!! TENGKU NOR SHAZAKIRAH TENGKU SHAHRIL!!!
:)