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Assalamualaikum.

First of all this entry is kinda, kinda personal so it may not connect to u by any means (all right, most of my posts are not related to u, though) , so u can simply ignore.

Hehs.
Doa itu wireless. Betul. Coveragenya luas seluas-luasnya, daerah celcom xde chance nk challenge ngan "doa".

U know, my dear friends know that im not very reachable thru phone.

Sometimes, they said it's even easier to get thru me via facebook. hehs. i have to admit that.

I often put my phone in silent mode.. and it's a hell lah kalau nk cari balik that phone yg missing in action tu. As i don't really care bout my phone, salu biar je sampai jumpa balik (don't ask how, it comes NAT-RALLY. k fine, mak yg jumpa) hahah... so messages tu slalu baca keesokan harinya lah, even worse, smpi 2-3 hari bru nk balas. hahaha

sooooo, often i missed important calls and text messages la kan.

if i have this , mmg xkan jumpa lah kalo MIA lagi.

berbalik pada soal doa.

tersebutlah kisah pada satu pagi, i was reallly reallly reallly tired that night, dah bermalam2 jadi burung hantu, n decided nk tido awal jugak la pagi tu (tp dah lebih kol 2 pagi da pun masa tu)

tiba2 dengar bunyi fon.... VIBRATING!! i mean, kalau dia bunyi sampai gegendang telinga nk pecah pun i always ignore it,tapi tiba2 ada this sudden feeling, rasa mcm {"eh.. sounds like my phone"} and rasa that sudden urge untuk BACA mesej tu, even though masa tu rasa mcm nk tutup lappy dah. N FON ATAS SOFA. SOFA SERAP BUNYI. I HEARD THE VIBRATION!

it reads; (2.07 am)

|| Salam. Caje, caje online lagi x? Nak YM ngan caje boleh x? ||

||| Wsalam. 0k.. but .. kol 2.30 nnt boleh? |||

|||| Ok, thanks, caje ||||

bangun, basuh2 muka segarkan diri sume balik..
the next day nk g skola nk g cop mengecop sijil.

Fuh. saspen betol ngan budak sorang ni *nama dirahsiakan*.. apa mimpi sampai 2 pagi hantar mesej nk YM pulak. N OHHH!!!! MY YM MMG DAH LAMA GILA X BUKAK SAMPAI FEW DAYS BEFORE THAT BARU TERASA NK BUKAK, N ACCOUNT WAS BLOCKED. bahaha

So, at 2.30 i signed in dgn [cr_____.h_____s] tapi x nmpk pun beliau online, rupanya nama dia xde dlm list.. dia hantar mesej n i signed in my other account, [n___*]

so bermula lah sesi SPILLING EVERYTHING OUT.
ha~hak3. at first dia mcm nk rahsiakan the character of the story but PFFFT, u can't fool me lah, cik kak oi. hahah.

n yeah, don't expect me spilling here, no way, amanah . top secret.

it was something i DON'T THINK I CAN FORGET TOO SOON.
SOMETHING VERY SERIOUS.
THAT INVOLVES ME IN IT.
N IT WAS PRECIOUS... PRECIOUS EXPERIENCE.

ADRENALINE RUSH, MELATONIN SAID BYE BYE.

we chatted for THREE HOURS.
smpai kol 5.30.. PAGI.

at the end of the conversation, i told her bout how i had strong instinct nk bukak mesej tu, selalunya kalau da malas sgt, i just ignore, but this time around, i decided to read it and tup tup jadi antara very serious conversations, very heart-pumping decision-making, .. this is not an exaggeration. it is a serious matter. something that i wouldnt even imaaaagine having to be engaged in it SEAWAL NI! we're 18!!! i mean, mmg la, baca novel, cerpen, it looks fun, heart-warming n all that, but never thought i would experience it myself!!!

|| Caje, caje shocked ke? ||

||| em. shocked isn't really the right word.|||
||| it was a surprise! a pleasant surprise|||

|| eheh. surprise, surprise!"||

she said,

|| Caje, tadi kan masa dah xtau nk buat apa, teringat nk contact Caje.. masa send mesej tu, mmg doa lah mintak caje on lagi||

||| Tu tandanya Allah tak nak beratkan *beliau* dgn
masalah ni lagi. n yeah, connection thru doa exists!! |||

Ya Allah. You answered her prayer THAT FAST! Subhanallahhh!
Tak leh bayang if i decided to ignore the phone malam tu, what would happen?
The problem is not entirely solved yet, but we both had come to a decision on what to do next.

Dia pernah try nk cakap pasal ni weeks before, but i was on the way nk naik plane to OZ, so postponed n maybe dia xrasa nk cakap lagi, sampai lah malam tu, that fateful night..or morning.

To you .. I appreciate it , truly. It's making me feels appreciated, much.
Thank you. I may not be a very good help, but at least i've lend my ears kan.
(or eyes, in this case)

When I say I'm always there, I'm always there. Just spill.

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STORY NUMBER THREE
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