Assalamualaikum wbt !! First off, I would like to wish every teacher in this whole world, a happy teachers' day!! May Allah bless you, dunia dan akhirat. mmg tinggi saham cikgu2 kat akhirat, bila anak2 murid mengamalkan apa yg diajar.
My first teachers would be my parents, Sabariah Amzah n Suraini Ramli. Followed by my dear teachers in kiddy-schooling years, Tadika Fardhu Ain (Bukit Mulia, Bukit Antarabangsa).. and PASTI Taman Permata (Taman Melawati).. Then Sek Keb Taman Melawati 2 (Gombak) , n pada masa yg sama Madrasah Ma'arif Addiniyyah (Bukit Mewah..(ke Bukit Jaya?), Bukit Antarabangsa).. not to forget, Ustazah Rashadah, my Arabic tutor (Anis Raihanah's aunt) masa darjah 2.. then off to Penang.. SK Sungai Dua (Sungai Dua, of course) and SMKA Al-Irshad. dan ckgu2 PLKN Merbok, Kedah :)
I don't know how to be all cheesy and stuff, just, i have u in my prayer, insyaAllah.
All right. now we go to the main deal. Alim Mujahid.
Right. So, JPA is out. MARA is out. UPU is out. MATRIK is out. boleh kata semua tawaran yg ditunggu2 dah keluar lah. And sesetengah org, sangat bersyukur bila dapat satu tawaran dan boleh terus siap2 nk ke institusi yg berkenaan, sesetengah org putus asa sbb x dapat mana2.. sesetengah org keliru sbb byk nau tawaran. hahha. Sesetengah org down gila gila bila xdpt oversea etc etc.
"Weyy. aku keliru! serious keliru!! btol2 confuse.. aku takut la. takut aku just terpengaruh! I do love phys tambah2 electrik! n i love bio too.skg ni aku takut terpengaruh, terpngaruh ngan permintaan mak aku, terpengaruh dgn surroundings, market value skang! frens! novel! movies! everything pasal doc! plus permintaan yg kurg utk engineer pmpuan! aku takut." .. said a friend.
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"Now now. Tarik nafaaaas. Ni utk kte gak, igt, apa2 yg kita buat, make it lillahi ta'ala... so that, lepas ni if terdetik mcm rasa nk putus asa, kita igtkan balik diri kita. Igt balik mcm mana susah payah kita nk sampai satu2 thp tu (mcm mana kita akhirnya buat pilihan tu).. Yg penting, ilmu tu. Cuz apa2 bidang yg kita ambik lepas ni, pastikan kita kutip byk2 ilmu,n bjuang utk agama dgn ilmu yg kita ada. Xkisah lah arch ke, science ke, engine ke.
Jangan target lps ni nk kerja kat mana, gaji brapa etc.
Target lebih dr tu. Ila mardhotillah. Kalau Allah redho, insyaAllah Dia permudahkan smuanya. Igt, kita nk masuk U ni kita tengah menuntut ilmu. Allah mudahkan jln ke syurga kan? InsyaAllah this is 4 myself jugak." i replied. (sms, so boleh bayang panjang mana. hahaha)
so basically the reply i gave is a summary to what i gained from HIMEGA. bahah.
ok. utk menambahkan kepanjangan post ni, kita diagnos sikit :
- make it lillahi ta'ala
I know, easier said than done kan? Tapi bukan ke lebih baik kita ada USAHA NAK NIAT blajar kerana Allah, walaupun terpaksa upgrade dan update setiap hari sbb asyik tersasar, daripada kita blajar xde tujuan. Bila dah jadi mcm tu, it is at that time, when we gain success, we tend to think "oh, I know I'm good. That is the only reason I'm successful." Sbb kita blajar utk diri kita je.
Dr Noraini ckp, n alhamdulillah igt sampai skarang, which should be the answer to Aliaa's and anyone else's #1 hated question "MACAM MANA AWK/KO/HG/KAMU/ANDA/ETC STUDY???" which is,
"Kejayaan milik Allah."
as simple as that, tp sgt power. Bila kita yakin kejayaan milik Allah, kita x akan kecewa bila tak capai up to a certain standard, bahkan kita akan usaha lagi dan lagi. kita akan usaha gila2 sbb kita tau, Allah Maha Adil.. xkan dia bg kejayaan kalau kita x usaha. n He ALWAYS ALWAYS KNOWS WHAT IS BEST.
- target&expectations
oh senarnye sama je ngan atas ni. saje nk panjangkan lagi. hahaha. sebabnya, kalau kita letak Allah number one, kita tak kan peduli pun apa org lain nk cakap, and go on.
Orang selalu sinonimkan oversea dengan successful, when the truth is, it doesnt matter where you learn, what u gained is what important. (ini utk kawan2 yg down xdpt tawaran oversea or yg xrasa nk gi oversea tp sume org suh gi oversea) .. 2-2 ada pro n contra. everything ada pro n contra. it's up to us to make the best out of something. apa yg kita rasa, bukan semua org boleh rasa. the experience is ours. So basically, mana2 kita pergi, we choose to enjoy the ups and down.
"Aku target nak dapat kos A, tapi aku dapat kos B. DAMN!".. ops . terkasar kat situ. haha. x salah utk kita pasang cita2, tapi cuba sit down n relax kejap. 2:216, x semestinya yg kita nk tu, itu yg baik utk kita. HE KNOWS BEST.
Ada sorg akk kat Himega cite, "mcm akk. mak akak suruh amik Quran Sunnah (kot), tapi akk degil akk nk jugak amik law (kot).. tgk lah skarang? Lps dah study law apa sume, akk kmbali dgn Quran Sunnah." hehs. =D oh tu termasuk dalam redha parents jugak.. NEXT!
- Ila mardhotillah, redha Allah.
Vision utama kita , utk capai redha Allah. and as we believe, Ridhallahu fi ridha al-walidayn.. Redha Allah terletak pada redha ibu bapa..
Mmg berat sape yg parents pasang too high of an expectation kat anak dia, tp mungkin itu yg terbaik. Bila dorg letak harapan, semestinya dorg akan doa utk kita. Doa dipermudahkan segala2nya sbb nk tgk kita berjaya. Itu satu bonus.. kan?
Tapi kalau kita rasa x mampu teruskan dgn harapan ibu bapa, terangkan elok2 kenapa.. Struggle and buktikan kita mampu dlm bidang yg kita pilih. Xde parents yg sanggup doa kegagalan anak dia semata2 dia xmo amik bidang yg parents suruh.. kan? xD
tapi apa apa hal pun, apa apa keputusan yg kita buat, stick to it. bangunkan diri kita, utk Islam.
CAKAP MEMANG SENANG. I KNOW I KNOW. TAPI TAK MUSTAHIL KAN?
buat yg masih dalam dilemma, teruskan mencari jawapan. we all know Who has the answer, right? ;)
Tahniah untuk semua. Buat yg bakal fly, baca doa naik kenderaan. hahaha. Buat yg x fly, baca doa naik kenderaan jugak. ahha. apa yg penting, sama2 kita jaga diri n jaga kawan2 .. n baca doa penerang hati. :D
Tahniah xkira lah dapat professional courses, xkira lah in science or techical courses, tahniah semua. =D tahniah even yg dah xnk truskan pengajian formal, tahniah sbb ada matlamat lain. tahniah, tahniah. ok. dah boleh berenti kat sini. boleh tutup da. boleh boleh berenti je. xyah baca dah...
dah. tutup. tutup.
as for me, i don't have that much choice, really.
Kolej Matrikulasi Pulau Pinang?
minat tu xde langsung2 utk broader field. I think it is about time I have a specific reason to study.. Org yg susah nk tetap pendirian, like yours truly, bahaya kalau belajar tanpa ada official specific path. haha.
Maktab? Tah kenapa, bila sy ckp "HUISH. XMO LAH CIKGU".. org dgr macam negative sgt. it's not like i look down on perguruan, TIDAK SAMA SEKALI. it's because i don't think i can teach people, and make people understand me. hahaha.
Tolak2 segala private&general offers .. tinggallah 2.
It's either Dentistry in Al-Azhar, or Architecture in UIA. Woah. two very different fields, ehh? 2-2 mengikut popular belief ialah courses yg sgt tough..
Along ckp dentistry lg tough lagi medic, ramai org ckp mcm tu. Tp mak ckp "kalau susah sgt, x kan ada org jadi dentist. belajar lah.."
Architecture, penuh dgn dugaan. setelah soal siasat akak2 senior, mostly ckp course ni, course yg "bebas".. perlukan kesabaran dan iltizam, well, sume kos need that, anyway.
Doakan =D
Tiap kali rasa nk putus asa, terngiang2 sorakan "ALIIIIMMM!! MUJAAAHID!" ... kesan yg amat mendalam alhamdulillah.
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