The moment.

Assalamualaikum.

Lately I''ve been thinking, there was indeed, one moment where I turned to be someone different.
One moment.
Of which, I still, until now, am not sure which moment it was.

I became someone, I wasn't.
I changed. (and I sure hope it was for the better.)

...

Now leave that aside..

I am a very selekeh person, I am aware of that. Tak pernah berlama-lamaan dekat cermin nk betulkan awning tudung and such. All I know is, sarung tudung, make sure xde rambut terkeluar and serkup tak senget. Then I'm done. Few minutes kemas, as the day goes by mmg... tak yah cakap lah.

Kalau silang tudung pagi2, tak sampai tengahari, tudung mesti dah di-pin straight dari atas sampai bawah balik. Takde dah silang-silang bagai. And yes, tak lipat tudung. It won't last.

A good friend of mine, good friend(s) sebenarnya, selalu suruh lipat tudung. Sejak sekolah menengah lagi kawan2 suruh lipat. hehs. (masa sekolah rendah tak, sekolah rendah pengemas, sikit. haha.)

Masa dinner, closing ceremony kaedfest hari tu, Mira came to me and tolong lipatkan.
"Chaje... cubalah lipat sikit tudung.. barulah comel.."
"Haish, sebab tu la kte tak lipat. takut comel sangat.." (excuse)

"Ha! kan comel macam tu! Lipatlah tudung tu! ni, selekeh je. Orang Islam kena kemas..!"

Sentap.
I knew, but I never actually cared.